Forgive me for all that I said. If you don't, I'd understand. There's no excuse, I shouldn't have said that. It's simple but hard, I'm letting go because I can't hold on to this rage. I have to make peace with everything before I go soon. I've had some time and I'm fufilled. Nothing I'd have to say will mean much in a few years, maybe even days. The thing is, it was always about going with things and observing. THE THING IS.... THERE'S A LOT TO NOTHING MUCH TO IT.