I remember things that most people don't. I remember small flowers that I love. I remember what songs I listen to with certain people. I remember playing hide and seek with my cousins in a field. I remember a compliment from a six year old. I also remember turning down food over and over and over. I remember stretching again and again. I remember getting smaller and smaller. I remember the night my dad told me that I was going to eat protein powder or two pieces of butter toast and I almost started crying. I remember my sister asking me if I starved myself and I said no. I remember my music getting sadder I remember closing off. I remember trying to please people. That's all I live for anymore.. I live for other people.