I can't help it
sometimes it pours out of me
the doubt of me
it's an downward mentality

I can feel it
burning deep inside of me
I lie to me
I tell myself it's sobriety

I can't fight it
it always gets the best of me
It's testing me
trying to **** my destiny

I can see it
taking over all of me
it's calling me
it's sure to be the fall of me