I don't quite understand why the sun on my face or the hot pavement on my feet makes me feel free. Because skin gets burned. I don't really know why the boxy shoes that judge and snarl make me feel beautiful when I dance. Because they broke me. I don't really know why mcdonalds french fries and country songs that I hate make me miss you. Because you were more than that. I don't get why they say the light always wins the darkness or why the dark always scared me. Because now the darkness feels like home.