I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm this way. I don't try to be sad. I'm sorry that you worry about me. I'm not worth the time. I'm sorry I'm a disappointment. I want to make you proud. I'm sorry that I lie to you. Its just to protect you. I'm sorry that I am so busy. I need more time. I'm sorry that I am so closed off. I don't want to hurt you. I'm sorry that I am Broken Lost me. I'm sorry that I want to die. I know its selfish. I love you.