Its Christmas time .... full of cheer... sharing but this Christmas seems so void of cheer as I walk the family house from one end to other alone...remembering Christmas past
Home was were everyone gathered because my parents were alive it changed after that...it became a tradition to be at others house So every Christmas ever since I've woken up to a empty house once or twice perhaps... I was lucky to share with others that came home for that one particular year
I remember when mum and dad was alive every year we would be preparing for Christmas day me and mum in the kitchen preparing food dad sharing his story's with his beers then by 12 mid day everyone would be home and the Christmas tree by then was full of presents
I was the hostess with the mostess....smiles everyone kept me busy....I thrived on the cheer seeing people smile with joy as they opened presents it brought tears to my parents eyes to see so much love what wonderful times....sigh
I still have half a day with my family but its no longer the same as I sit here alone on Christmas morn looking at the house that once use to be so alive
I then look at all my friends whom I share my Joys and woe's and I'm grateful to be able to share my heart my soul my world to all whom I respect, and love with all that I am
Merry Christmas one and all have a beautiful Christmas Day