I'm old man in the form Of a youthful face so warm Underneath the supple skin Lies a heart full of sin, Coursing a poisonous maism From my bleeding chasm In my chest, this feeling I detest. It breaks apart my bones And wears down my joints. Withdrawing too many loans For another man's points. I never wanted to play this game I never wanted that fame. My goal is to clear my name Wash away the pain Of pride from my Lion's mane. I'm trying to switch out of the fast lane Passing to the slow lane to refrain From feeding the slow drain On my wallet, I could've called it. You told me straight to my face You would get caught up in it; On my trust you spit. Thus I toss you in the Tartarus pit, So you can deal with your own *******; God knows that I have enough of mine. Oh friend of mine take it a sign That here we part ways. As I leave this snowy haze I hope not to leave this house ablaze As I turn the page to write a new chapter. The dawn of a new age is what I'm after To live my life with laughter Maybe I can be a pastor. Instead of watching you get plastered To the wall, hits your face, you fall. Solely for the struggle of it all You may be deaf, but I hear the call; The scroll that was signed by Saint Paul.
When you are forced to leave a brother in faith to his own demise, all you can do is pray that he finds his way, back into God's light, and with Him through the darkness he can fight.