i think i am afraid of missing someone forever.
i seem to think that once i say goodbye, even on good terms,
i will never see any of them again
and that terrifies me
because i don't want to make new friends
if that means i have to lose my old ones.
(i'm afraid to say goodbye to you, ever
because i am ******* terrified i'll always miss you)
**** i know it's dumb and naive and i am young and maybe i'll read this one day and hate myself for how ridiculously caught up in feelings i was,
but i am ******* CAUGHT IN FEELINGS ****