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Sunrise, breaking
Is like a distant friend
Returning
From a long sojourn.
Me!
Hacking me
Blocking me
Questioning me
Ignoring me
Hijacking me
.
.
.
.
All hub in me
What about you?
                               - Amisha priya
Hating me
set's me free
from the guilt
my cell I built.
 Jun 16 Mary Bennet
Liana
Meds
 Jun 16 Mary Bennet
Liana
More meds
And more meds
Keep growing and shrinking
Changing
But never helping
At least never helping enough
I don't think pills are the answer
I think I just need a new head
Or maybe itd be better if I were dead
 Jun 16 Mary Bennet
Liana
Death
 Jun 16 Mary Bennet
Liana
"what do you wanna do, Liana?"
My mom asks me

"Death"
I respond


"Do you want to eat something?"

"No, I just want to die"


"What are you thinking about?"

"My death"

She laughs
Smiles
She doesn't understand
She doesn't want to understand I'm not joking
When I'm telling her

"What do you want to do tomorrow?"
She asks

"I don't want a tomorrow. I want to die"
I answer

She giggles
"That's not an option" she chuckles
She doesn't know
I'm not going to act on it as of now, but I crave it sometimes, you know? I feel like she doesn't get that I'm serious.
 Jun 16 Mary Bennet
Liana
And after years of abuse
I'm still the one ending up feeling guilty
And wondering if he was right
And this was all just in my head
Sometimes
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