Hands on hips
Lips to lips
to the touch
that tender kiss
look in eyes
things you say
hearing "i love you"
repeatedly
the setting sun
sky parts its way
hearts become one
in love, the first day
hand interlocked into mine
the late night talks
neither of us had a care what to say
your beautiful brown eyes
staring back at me
the warmth of your smile
that always set me free
seeing you smile at me
was what kept me alive
now without you
id struggle to survive
the thought of you holding me
tight in my bed
prance around gracefully in my head
i cant believe i love you
after all that we've been through
when i fall asleep
i dream of only you.

stuck behind the shaddows of shame
with no man to love or claim
left in the dark with all this pain
i'm sure no one could feel the same

always mistaken for an anserine girl
why dont we give the razor a whirl
cut, and slit, and blood pours out
will it **** me, it's nothing i can doubt

a hideous girl trying to face life
trying something new, perhaps a knife
the lines on her arms, a horrible sight
my whole life is dark, there is no light

except for the light that one day i'll follow
and everyone will feign sorrow
but on the inside i feel so dead
no soul, no thoughts, in my hollow head

hearts melting, arms gushing blood
surrounded by a red puddle of mud
all these voices are quietly screaming
are they in my head or am i dreaming

carefully holding the gun to my chest
i need a way out, and death is the best