You..
You are my blessing.
You are my hope.
You are my love.
You give me joy.
You.... Complete me.
You are the one I can't imagine my life without,
You are the one that gave me love.
You are the one I strive everyday, to show, how much love I have for u.
I wouldent be who I am today, if I didn't have you, to come back to every night.
You make me feel alive.
You are my foundation.
You are my safe place.
You are my comfort.
And with all this love you've given me,
I can't ever wait to show you how much I'm down for doing whatever it takes to make this work.
I'm down for your overjoyed moments.
I'm down for your playful moods.
I promise to be there for you, during the times where you feel destroyed and forgotten.
I'm down for the times when you feel alone, hated
and worthless even though you're the opposite,
everyone's got those moments.
During your misery I'm committed to being your relief.
I want to comfort you, make love to you,
hold you, play with you,
tease you, please you, adore you.
I love you.
I love us.
Even when the feelings grow less and less,
I'll still love you
Even when we grow old and fragile
I'll still love you.
Even when we may fight someday and feel like giving up,
I'll still hold on.
Even when we grow weary
We have to hold on.
Even when it's not easy
We have to...
Even when we can't stand eachother
We have to....
I know my love for you isn't temporary.
I love you, and my feelings won't change.
All I wanna do is show you.

She's so quiet.
Just look at her sitting there.
She must think so high of herself.
She's so pretty,
She must be conceded.
Whys she all alone all the time? ...
She must think she's better then us.
She didn't even look at me,
She's definitely a *****.

.....me?
Don't judge me so quickly.
I'm not better than you,
I'm not conceded,
I'm not rude, or
Selfish or an attention *****
Or a **** or a ***** no....I'm just...
Me...
I'm none of those things..
I don't think too high of myself, in fact
It's the opposite.
And I wish you'd listen,
I wish you'd hear what I have to say no other than because you cared
I wish you'd take me seriously when I say I'm broken
I wish when I was upset you wouldn't rush me through my sentences like its unimportant..
I wish you would just give me the encouragement and time I've been
Begging you for..
But that's not the case....
all you seem to do lately is talk over me.
Put words in my mouth,
Make me feel alone,
All you've done is make me feel like if I stayed in my room for the rest of my life,
I'd be doing everyone a favor.
Do you think I am lying to you when I say i am scared?
Do you think I'm being deceitful when I say I don't feel like living?
.....thank god I don't feel like proving it to you.
Maybe then you would see...
Maybe then you would know this whole time I've been nothing but TRUTHFUL to you.
You just never gave me enough thought, to listen.

It's been 4 months.
Everyday, every moment, every second I spend living I grow more and more attached to you then before. Your so amazing in every way.
You know exactly how to touch me how to talk to me so That I don't want to fight the happiness  anymore.. I'm automatically happy whenever I'm with you, and I wouldn't change anything that's happened with us (: meeting you, I never thought id end up caring for you this much but I'm so glad I do <3

It's been 3 months
And I don't even come close to regreting any of it.
You've been so good to me.
You've blessed me beyond measure
And I hope I do the same for you
I never want to loose you
Never!
Without you I would only be half of who I could be because with you I am all that I could ever need to be.
I love who you are
I love how you feel
I love how you look
Everything about you is so perfect
You're flawless in my eyes

i want you so bad.
everything about you is like magic to me.
just the thought of you turns me on ...****
and if you dont mind when im ready can you come over?
cause im in need of you.
i might be thinking to much
but all thats on my mind is you
and you have no idea how much a miss you
and wish you were hear every minute of my everyday.
i cant imagine my self without you
and i never want to.
cause you're perfect for me
i cant find one thing wrong with you
yet even if i did i would never want to change you..

You reach a point in your life when you realize
who really matters,
who never did,
and who always will.
dont worry about them worry about yourself.
some people really need to hold back there opinions...
nobody's perfect
and i dont know why you expect them to be....
people are gonna have flaws
and so do you so why point them out?
It's sad how the people you were once so close with can become just another stranger you don't know.
I love you, but Should hate you. I miss you, but I'm better off without you. I want you out of my life, but I never want to let you go.

alone.
i feel alone.
i feel frightened and scared without him...
unless im with him i feel haunted like im in a dream...
without him.....
i dont know what to do...
i dont ever feel myself without him..
i need him here
i miss him
with everything i am i mean it when i say he is all ive ever wanted...
where are you?
do i even matter?
do you even care to care?
DOES ANYONE CARE THAT IM HURT TOO?
please..
i dont want to always be the only one caring!
DAD?!?!?!
Come on dad, please where are you?
i havent seen you in months...
i mean really seen you.
i miss you....
and i guess i just wish youd miss me..
i wish youd call me a million times just hoping that i would answer..
i wish you were dieing to hear me sing...
i wish you would just once drop everything for me...just to see me.
i wish it wasent the other way around.
you dont care.
and even if you say you do, i know you well enough to know that you dont.
without you dad i cant live!
i cant even speak!
but for you without me?
you just go on with everything...
everything...but me.