you expect me to love her?
when you put her on a pedestal and love her more than your own daughter?
**** wheres your head at?
you wont even come to hear me sing...
you never even came to one swim meet...
the only time your "involved in my life" is when i go to your house and watch you pay bills when that's suppose to be "our" time.
you never make any effort to even acknowledge that I'm your daughter unless i do something for you.
i thought you said after you settle down and got married that you would  have more time for me...
...yet look how that worked out for us.

everything about you makes me feel so close to you..
but everything about reality keeps us so separated.
you make my life a dream,
if only life was a dream..
but if i could have you i wouldn't take one moment for granite.
if i could have you i would  always show you off.
if i could have you you'd think you where perfect cause i would never stop reminding you.
but the fact is...
there's too much keeping us apart.

There you are... look at you looking at me...
killing it like a mother *****....making me fall for you like a mother *****....
you lock me in chains without touching me.... and you keep me without knowing it...
or do you?
do you know you've stuck me in a emotional cage?...that your playing with my feelings?
do you know i how much i want you mine?
nah i doubt it....
the way you help me out whenever i need you...
the way you get so close to me...
i want to think you do it on purpose...
wish i wasent so clueless

I am one thing to myself.
to you I'm another....
to the mirror
I am broken reflection.
to my dad,
I'm a visitor.
to guys
I'm just a toy.
to girls
im the one they only want sometimes.
to the church
I am a ****** up teen that's made too many mistakes.
to society
I am the shy one, that shows her self sometimes.
the one always looking for the lost sheep only realizing that i am that lost sheep among many.

where do i find my self in all these tittles?

i was raised here
i watched people come and go seen them grow old here...
I've watched my dad walk away from here.
through the years I've only grown further away.
how come church is where i always feel ashamed.
how come church is where I'm criticized.
HOW COME YOU EXPECT SO MUCH FROM ME?
on Sunday that's the one day I'm good enough....
then on Tuesday I'm a disappointment.
and I'm only good if i am on the worship team.
**** wheres me?

if you dont mind babe, let me sort my thoughts out...
the first time i saw you i knew i wanted you.
by the way you where looking at me from across the room
and by the way your body was moving i could tell you where trying to test me.
but boy come on dont test me... cause
****....
with all this attention your giving you're making it hard to fight this feeling..
see, i want this but babe i swear i know how this will turn out.
you want loyalty but you cant give it.
you think you play it well but we all see you wanna hit it and only hit it.

**** i know this is where i belong.
everything feels right just for me.
this feeling im in love with..
and this fresh air is washing through my lungs bringing this new feeling.
and im surrounded.
surrounded by the one thing i love
MUSIC
while the bass its vibrating through my chest
i feel im being spoken to.
its a feeling i dont get anywhere else.
its a feeling im not used to feeling.
theres something about this that touches me like nothing else does.. kisses my emotions like no one else can.
where has this been all my life?
this whole idea of expressing yourself... **** its amazing.

your so glorious babe.
you're just like a dream to me.
every look my way
every time you touch me
leaves me wanting more every time
you got me marveling about you day and night.
**** this is crazy..
I'm not that type to go out chasing after a guy on the first sight..
but boy the way you got me hooked babe reel me in.
By the way you got me feeling i can tell that there's gonna be more.
Shot babe, theres something so **** about the way you make me work for it
the way neither of us want to fall in love,
we just in for the fun of it.
**** those other guys could never  compare..
they say that company isn't enough cause they wanna fall in love.
yeah but I dont wanna hear that.
I'm just not there yet.
man either that or they say there's no more good woman among many
i guess i tend to think differently.
cause you go behind your girlfriends back with five other girls just using them on the side.
then you  lie and get mad at your girlfriend cause she just found out...
don't get me mistaken babe, im not saying they are all like that
but ****, you guys have a reputation of playing good woman.
so don't blame me if i don't wanna fall in love.