Loving me is begging for a heart break baby-
But I'll show you if you let me

We do take them as fools
As much as they do take us
And so we circle through this painful cycle
Scheming in and out of love.

I'm in a war my love, I intent to return to you soon
Trapped between terrified of commitment and not wanting to leave you
Afraid of the future and hesitant to make a serious move
Will you wait for me lover or drift away to a new

See, I can't help but feel like with you I would remain
Leaving my solo life behind and taking your name
Forever tangled in love until the end of our days
Although I do want this, I feel slightly strange

Sometimes I feel too wild for you and I'm scared I may wander
Afraid to hurt you badly and loose sight of each other
Or look back in 20 years and can't help but wonder
Was there something else in life I was meant to uncover

This battle has me occupied but you remain in my mind
You have given me your heart in exchange for mine
I still love you immensely, all these fears aside
I promise to have a resolution soon love, I just need some time.

I wanted love
But loving him was black
Like a cave that I was interested to explore
Newfound beauties that I thought would bring me excitement
But instead it cut me off from the world and held me captive.

I found you and my eyes were introduced to color
My skin felt the sun and my hands reached for life
You found me and you painted my whole world with excitement and laughter
And We fell in love.

I called for an elevator today
I walked in and didn't press a floor
I wished it would take me to a place far away from here
As it gently shut its doors.
I closed my eyes as it lifted me
Gliding past hallways and empty suites
Thinking of the me and you I hoped for us
The me and you we used to be.

Knock, knock;
Hollow and empty
You can come back another day if you want
But you'll still find nothing.