i fall too fast too hard i get attached and think there is no one for me in this world other than him then i get heartbroken hurt bad realise that i was wrong there is and it goes around the same circle the same feeling another him
I am good at hiding, good at hiding my truths, good at hiding my secrets. My mask is a smile, it disguises my frown, it hides my flaws. Tears can't be seen behind a smiling mask.
I'm breaking down. I'm going numb running from the future no solace in the past
I can't stand the way you two smile holding each other in a loving embrace and so here i stand watching my veins bleed
I know i'm crazy Feelings unjustified I know i'm losing it Anxiety and fear clouding fact So i smile along to the beat of the drums
I just want someone to see me for who i am the prying eyes fading away i want them to hold me in a sickening sweet embrace and tell me that though i'm breaking down.