I'm breaking down.
I'm going numb
running from the future
no solace in the past

I can't stand the way you two smile
holding each other in a loving embrace
and so here i stand
watching my veins bleed

I know i'm crazy
Feelings unjustified
I know i'm losing it
Anxiety and fear clouding fact
So i smile along
to the beat of the drums

I just want someone to see me
for who i am
the prying eyes fading away
i want them to hold me
in a sickening sweet embrace
and tell me that though i'm breaking down.

tell me
"you're going to be okay."