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Chameleon Jun 24
Joan Baez’s music is
the only thing that’s
been making me feel better.
I think it’s because
she isn’t connected to
anyone or any time
in my life.
Until now.
So every song feels
like a new beginning.
And yet
it feels familiar
like a hot summer evening
in June,
when it seems like
the sun will never set.
Chameleon Jun 24
I went out to my car
and pulled out of the
driveway,
my heart beating fast,
usual sick feeling in my stomach.
I needed to see him.
I imagined me pulling up
and knocking on the door.
He opens it and without a
word picks me up
in a hug.
We both say we’re so sorry
and this was so stupid
and we make love on the sofa
and we can’t stop kissing goodbye
when he leaves for work.

But I turned around.

Because that isn’t how it would go.
He doesn’t forgive me.
He doesn’t want to.
So I turned around.
Chameleon Jun 24
I left the door unlocked
as if he might walk
through it,
tell me he’s sorry
and that this whole
fight was stupid.
Kiss me,
hug me,
tell me he loves me.

But he’s never been to my house.
That’s part of why I am here
and he isn’t.
Chameleon Jun 19
There’s really nothing like
the passing of time.
Everything is gone.
There used to be a tree that a pitbull played around. Never giving up on getting her teeth on that tire.
Chameleon Jun 19
Only cool girls
cry on the floor
while listening to
Joan Baez half drunk
and getting high
anyway.
Chameleon Jun 19
Dog
The last few nights I’ve had dreams
about a little black and white dog
that almost looks like a stuffed animal
it’s so cute and small.
Holding its little warm body
in my arms filled me with so much
happiness.
It left me feeling empty when I woke up.
Chameleon Jun 19
Growing up
our dad was always
very excited to
see a rainbow.
It was almost mandatory
that you come
outside and oo
and ah at the glory
of nature.

This afternoon we
had a summer storm
that brought wind
and lots of rain.
But to my surprise
the sun came out.
So I got out of bed
and walked out the front
door and sure enough
one was forming almost
like a painting behind
the windmill.
I was excited,
I knew from the angle
of the sun that this one
was going to really shine.
I knew my dad
would be proud as I
moved around the porch
trying to get a
good photo.

It felt like a show at
the end of the day;
watching it form,
show off,
and then fade into
the air.
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