I found a joint in my car and
I drove around and smoked
it at 3 in the morning while
on lunch break at work.

I never said I make good decisions.

It was one of those perfect weather May days,
so we went for a drive.
No real destination, no music or talking just taking in that feeling of freedom only sunshine, and spring can give.

We were sitting across from each other under a low dusty lampshade in a bar that had the TV on way too loud but it felt quiet with you.

For my birthday he told me he loves me.

And that means where ever we go, we go together.
That means he will be added to the lease on my apartment, or, our apartment.
I will meet his family, he thinks they’ll love me.
It means he will always protect me and help me.
It means when he thinks about the future he sees me there too.

I was walking to the bathroom to get ready for work and he said,
“You’ve been making me really happy lately.”
I stopped and asked, really?
“Haven’t you been able to tell?”
I looked at the floor and then back at him.
I could, I just didn’t want to get my hopes up

If you were a ladybug and I was a ladybug
we could hangout on a strawberry together.
❤️

I never thought that being told I’m his best friend was everything I wanted to hear.
But it was.