This morning before the sun came up the two of us fell asleep on the couch after work, cuddled very close together with the dog at our feet.
A bag of ****, a bowl, a half empty bottle of water and a candle on the coffee table.
A show I can’t remember played softly on the Tv.
At some point he woke up and said, come on as he picked me up and carried me to bed, our pup trailing behind him.

I walked around my apartment aimlessly moving from my bed to the couch and then back to bed.
I was feeling about as exciting as the grey sky outside.
I did my ab workout alone, huffing and puffing on the floor.
I made eggs and toast and a protein shake after doing the dishes.
I listened to a podcast and smoked some ****.
Then after taking a nap I finally fixed my hair, put on some makeup and a cute outfit.
When he got home he sat on the couch and told me about his day and then leaned over and almost laid on top of me in a hug.
I then let out my girly exclamation as I tightly wrapped my arms around him,
“I’m so happy to see you! I was so bored without you!”
He laughed and said, “I know.”

I miss him so much when I’m away for any amount of time.
5 minutes or 5 hours.
I still can’t wait to see him.

2019.
Hope for good things, good changes, happiness and for working out and eating right so I can have cute little abs for summer.