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Olivia W Dec 2018
im tired
done with working hard
all of it going unnoticed
going nowhere in this place
i want to leave
but the only way that will happen
is if i **** myself
float into nothing
let everyone forget about me
like they do when im around
im just nothing
im just done
the only reason im alive right now
is because of him
i dont know what to do anymore
Olivia W Dec 2018
him
no matter how hard i try
i will never be able to stop loving you
every time i see you my heart melts
feeling all gooey inside
not knowing what to do
scared that if i mess up
you wont love me
i hope its different this time
so thats my feelings. i love him
Olivia W Dec 2018
you can take away my self love
but you can't take away my worth.
I am worth more then the nights
I spent hearing your words
as I cried on the bathroom floor.
Your name is poison to my mouth,
but I still drink it.
But I will throw it up,
till the only word I know is my name.
I am more then you made me out to be.
You can't take away me from myself.
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Olivia W Nov 2018
how could you use me like that
treat me like a piece of trash
like im nothing
you never cared about me did you
when you said you loved me
and that i dont have to worry bout you leaving
those were the lies our relationship was built on
did you ever care about me
was i just an object to you
promise me youll let her down slowly this time
got used and lied to for a month. i was fully committed to the relationship while he was just using me like a toy. the sad part is, i still love him
Olivia W Nov 2018
you wont take my life away
i wont let you
yes you have my heart
but you threw it on the ground
and stomped on it
i will never forgive you for lying to me
saying you loved me when you didnt
it was fake
you played me
i knew the whole time
but a little part of me wanted to believe
that you loved me too
i got played again.. **** i will never learn.
Olivia W Nov 2018
me
torn to pieces
thrown on the floor
stomped on
used
maniulated
lied to
when will you stop
doing this to me
its killing me inside
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