Olivia W

Olivia W Sep 2018

tears

i cant seem to forget
how you looked at me
it made me feel
light and floaty
why did you hurt me
did you have to lead me on
then toss me to the side
like a piece of trash

Olivia W Sep 2018

crumbling

i know exactly how it feels
to have your heart
ripped out of your chest
to feel numb and broken
its hard to feel
you push everything down
so you dont have to feel anymore
im sorry i did that to you

ending was really bad sorry

Olivia W Sep 2018

her

i want to look like her
gorgeous
wanted
loved
skinny
she looks so happy
with friends by her side
to stand up for her
to stop bad things from happening to her
why cant i have that?..

so my school is going to print my poetry and put it around school and i have no idea what to write bc most of my poetry is NOT appropriate so if yall have any feedback for me, pls help.if you have a favorite pls tell me so i can pick which one to let the school print.

Olivia W Aug 2018

depression

Do you even care?
Everytime i came to you
Pushing me away
Right when i needed you most
Easily hurt by you
Stop torturing me
Stop using me
Im done getting hurt
Optimism is no longer real
Never trusting you again

Olivia W Aug 2018

magic

get a blade
tear your skin
watch the blood
dripping down
cut some more
over and over
same cycle
all day, everyday
itll never stop

Olivia W Aug 2018

my love protects

dont be afraid
ill protect you
ill love you til the end
i will never hurt you
i will always be there for you
i promised myself i would help others
because i never got it

i spent days just longing for help, anyone to just come and pick me up from rock bottom. it never happened so i promised myself that no matter what happens, i will help people.

Olivia W Aug 2018

flightless

im an angel whose wings have been plucked
an angel who lost her halo
i grew into the darkness called depression
because of this darkness
i hated myself
still do
i wish i could die
i wish i could be loved
i wish i was free
the truth is
it will never happen

being in treatment is very hard. you lose all your freedom, friends, family. i miss selfharm and goin out by myself and driving around, listening to music. losing myself in the stars. i want to do that again. i dont liek having to follow all these rules not being able to do what i want. it *****.