Olga Valerevna

Olga Valerevna Nov 2013

Starve* your ego, wake your pride
Marry death's eternal bride
Wear the ring upon your head

Tighter still it turns you red
Fury fury build your bond
Mold the eyes you rest upon

Take a day or two or three
More than this will set you free
If the blood inside your hands

Bares itself in lonely strands
You have buried nothing then
That is what it means to end

Over, under, up from there
Feet have traveled everywhere
Worn and famished state of mind

Looking for a vital sign
Wrap around the map you made
Circle back, forever fade

proudly

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

A Fonder Reel

People are falling all over the place
Searching their minds for an intimate space
When did the timing lead up to this point
Short intermissions we wasted, disjoint
Scattered our logic to keep what remains
The incomprehensible parts of our brains
Calloused completely in every way
Wanting to speak but we've nothing to say
Where is the portal through which I can climb
Will it give me entry back into my mind
People are falling and now I am too
I went off the edge when I walked into *you

title taken from/inspired by Oceana's (now Polyenso) collaboration with The Undesigned

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

A Small Crawl

The time has come for you and I
To place our lives where time abides
Consider this my letting go
Of all the weight of 'I don't know'
I'm here right now because of you
And what our Love has put us through
My eyes behold you crystal clear
I hope eternally, my dear
And if I fall or slip away
Please take my hand just like today
We made a vow, each other's now
And all its grace will show us how
To keep our stride in perfect step
Forever waits, we've only met

for my best friend on her wedding day

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

Soupçon (10W)

Here we are, knee-deep in each other's Hell holes -

preying.

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

Phantasmagoria

I need to see your character so I can show you mine
Unravel all your weaknesses by crossing every line
I think you'll find the pattern here, it shouldn't take you long
And by the time you recognize I hope you aren't gone
The process I am going through is one that never ends
Illuminates hypocrisy and all the worldly trends
Exposure to its light will make for necessary change
Deflect then any wickedness, support the better ways
If I can make it through your head I'll let you into mine
And you will see it's you and me we're putting on the line

Hallucinating because we are strange.

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

Planet Earth

A heart attack mentality went coursing through my veins
The ****** gathering adjourned and scattered to my brain
I felt the weight of heaviness crescendo all at once
But hadn't the capacity to offer a response
But then the moon ascended on my shoulder with its glow
And helped me hum a lullaby it taught me long ago
I feared I'd be incapable of singing anymore
Of holding out throughout the day the melody's encore
I made it here, the night has come to keep my veins in tact
To stabilize, defibrillate, to seize the course's path

I'm here; you're still here.

Olga Valerevna Oct 2013

Five (10W)

I will not be yours.
I will not be yours.

Will I not be yours?