something's been crawling all over the inside of my skin

I carried you eternally before the world began
I've let the love that gave us life continue to expand
You may have doubted just as I, that this was all in vain
But I am certain what we've felt is purpose-driven pain
And though I've not admitted this - it's hell when we're apart

A fire I can only bear because you're in my heart

It's here that I have found myself, enveloped in your light
The only place I've truly seemed to shed my fear of sight
For everything that you've revealed has made me who I am
Creation's pure epitome of how the world began

I want to watch the world go by until I close my eyes
                                                                ­                           I figure my eternity will somehow move aside
I know I can't assume these things but still I wonder why
                                                             ­             I like to entertain this thought although it makes me cry
I find myself in hot pursuit of wings, that I may fly
                                                                ­                I want to feel the wind caress my feathers in the sky
I muster up the patience but I barely have to try
                                                             ­                         I mitigate the sense of fear that tells me I will die
I turn my head from side to side and speak a final time
                                                            ­                   *I tell the world I want to go but will not say goodbye

move in with me.
i can't, i'm seeing someone else.

It's 40 days
I haven't slept
I cannot seem
To find a bed
That tucks away
My soul's unrest
I wander on
A desert stretch
The sand removes
My saltiness
I'm dry and pale
These feet attest
And true fatigue
I'll reach still yet
To drink might quell
The emptiness
But fever plagues
My hollow chest
In seeking dreams
The stones collect
And I find hope
Inside my head
To carry on
I must ingest
The very thoughts
My mind has bred