OldSoul

OldSoul Aug 2013

Conceived together by ***** cells
We grew together
And we got born together
Aren't you suppose to be my best friend
My other half
My missing rib
Instead you're the one throwing rocks at me
I have to hide while you're free
Born 40 minutes after me
But you are always first in everyone's eyes
You are the star that shines so bright
I'm the fallen star that's only a piece of rock on the ground you walk upon
Just a stone you kick into the pavement

You're the summer everyone loves
Oh my, my twin brother, you light up everyone's sky but mine
You drown me in my own tears
Bullied me into depression
I'm just your toy but when we were little
I always fought your fights
Confronted your fears
But now I'm just the 'other twin' that's good for nothing
Call me names
Tell me I'm useless
I'll just sit in the corner and make my wishes
Oh my, twin brother?
Where is she now? When you need her she'll be gone
Her name will be engraved in a gravestone.

OldSoul Aug 2013

5'3

5'3 hands wrapped around her knees, staring at the ocean wondering if she'll ever be needed in this life

the ocean stretching far beyond her imagination, wind blowing her wishes in the air hoping they'll go somewhere instead of torturing her mind

Standing up she takes off her shoes runs towards the shore dancing in the water trying to forget her sorrow

People might not need her but life surely does and she's gonna make it count for all that she has

OldSoul Aug 2013

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What frustrates me is that when I'm in bed late at night
My thoughts wander around and they end up being found with you
And when I'm in bed I can't help but encourage the little scenarios that's playing in my head
And I wanna write about you so badly
But I can't wrap my thoughts around you
I wanna know every little detail about you

I wanna see you drunk
I want to drink your opinions with ***** and cheers to the fireworks exploding In my heart
You'll never know how I feel and that's the saddest part of It all

You cant be human cause all I see is perfection and beauty at its best
I wanna wrap you tightly around myself like a comforting blanket and I know you have to leave sometime but can we keep this going for a little while

OldSoul Aug 2013

lucky ones

Like the stars you light up the sky
Like the sun on my skin
That's how you make me feel
Crazy kids running through the street
Shouting wanting to be free
And baby that's you and me

Let's blow this joint and run away
Hold my hand and let's be the lucky ones
True love comes only once in a lifetime
So let's make it count
My heart is beating to the rhythm of your voice
And when our heart collide you light up my sky

Pretty stars and pretty suns but no one can make my heart shine the way you can

OldSoul Aug 2013

don't go

You pack your bags so fast its like you can't wait to get away from me
Please don't go
We can make this work if we only tried
You always said this love was always meant to fail but still you stayed,why?
Your words cut through my skin
The old familiar sting
What am I gonna do when you go
So please don't go
I know its pathetic to beg but my mama always told me to hold into the things I love the most
This is why I can't let you go
You can get away from me but you'll never forget how it used to be
And you always told me that our love was doomed to fail
But you still stayed
Let's wait a few days, let's talk it out
Something we never did but let's try it once
Maybe I can change your mind
Maybe we can turn this sinking ship around
Don't go, don't leave me here alone
I love you so much I can barely breath and you're ******* all my oxygen
Just one touch,just one kiss can make this broken relationship heal.

OldSoul Aug 2013

brunette beauty

Long Curly brunette hair falling down her spine
Sad brown eyes staring at nowhere
Tanned skin in the dead of winter
Like yellow on black she always stood out
Bruised lips from biting too hard
Uneven nails that used to caress her lovers back

Concentrating on the new book she's reading
But her mind is wandering,
Longing for closure she know she'll never get
Untied conversed laces tied around a tree
Symbolizing that she'll never be free
untold words she'll never speak
Silence is the only thing she seeks
faith means redemption
And redemption she knows she'll never get she's a brunette beauty seeking solitary

OldSoul Aug 2013

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Those eyes that stare at nothing
You smile but its not real
You Laugh but its fake and everyone thinks you're happy but you're not
I see through your facade
I see pain
I see suffering
I see me.. I see lonely

When you speak your voice Is as cold as the winters day you were born, my sweet lover how I long to close the distance between us
I feel untouched by your hands
You used to know the path implanted in my body your hands used to rome freely
but all I feel is cold ice water trickling down my spine
And I wonder; why won't you let me empty your sorrow into my soul
Even a ghost of a smile that's real will make me happy even if it means suffering eternity but for you I'll do anything

Let me fill the empty spaces in your heart with warmth and love
Let me shower you with the beauty of the world
I need you like a flower needs the sun
But what was once growing is now a dying sun
But I promise one day I'll fill the spaces of your empty heart with the warmth and everlasting peace you seek