7am waking up in the morning
gotta be fresh
gotta throw myself down some stairs

someone once
asked her what
being triggered
was like. she closed
her eyes and thought
of planes crashing and
car accidents but instead said
the beach,
falling asleep under direct sun
only to wind up drowning
when you open your eyes, gargling
salt water where once had
been air, forgetting how
to swim and knowing you could die
right there.

sometimes people are beautiful
not in looks
not in what they say

sorry is a word. when heard repeatedly, it becomes a lie

what do you mean?
                                       do you want to be right or do you wanna be happy?

i really wanna love somebody

high on legal marijuana

do you ever feel like you don't deserve to be loved?

I feel like I’m drifting through life when I should be living it

can we
                we keep
                               keep each
other company  

✎✐✎✐✎✐✎✐✎✐

i love the things you

hate about yourself

just finished a daydream,

who were you trying to be?

laughter fills the room,
hands reach for the cups,
pouring heaven into themselves,

emptying the contents of the cup,
down their throats, down, down, down.

their vision starts to blur,
their minds-hazy,
thoughts racing through
their minds.

hearts begin to race,
beating to the rhythm,
bodies sway to the melody,
moving as one; together

the lights flicker in the room-
red, green, blue, violet, and more.

finders keepers



loosers weepers

I need a hug and six months of sleep

its 12:00 &
i need your
attention

his mind is my favorite place to be

my whole life is just “oh ok”

internally lost

-

can you hear the darkness

-

once you've been hurt, you get scared to get attached again, because you're always thinking everyone you love will always end up hurting you

if i love someone,



         they all leave me

the problem with love is:

you can love who you want.

maybe i'm better off on my own

saying goodbye but i don't wanna go

don't ask if I'm okay, i might open up to you and I'm really tired of getting close to people and watching them leave me like I'm nothing...

​
you were never really here

i spend most nights at home falling in love with the idea of you

i won’t forgive you
     no matter what happens

you won’t be forgiven

-

breathe in on my neck
i can tell you wanna…

he heals everyone

it's a metaphor

it's been a while since i've actually felt alive

​
but i miss you more than anything

​
and this is
the part
where you
find out
who you
are