she
acts
like
summer

&

walks
like
rain.

“why do you like me?”

“‘cause it’s you.
  that is the only reason.”

he left trails of love bites down my neck

as i curved my back in pleasure

"more"

i miss feeling feelings if you feel me

it happens all the time.

I'm alone in a hole in the ground
when I'm afraid, I lose my mind

but it's okay, it's fine.

the stars come out to play

and i miss you

​
Love is always patient and ind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offence and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

everything hurts

but if you just take off your mask

maybe if we can use
     the darkness
           the torment
                 the shambles of our hearts and our heads
and turn it into something beautiful
      poetry,
            music,
                 artwork.
then maybe it won't be so
                                              bad.

you never left me no messages
        no mails
             no calls

"will you tell me how long you have loved him?"

"it has been coming on so gradually, that i hardly know when it began."

​
because these are my last words and this is my last breath
id give you everything if there was something left

i thought i’d let you know

i still love you

even after all these years

i still love you

because i never stopped


i still care about you

if you’re doing okay,

if you’ve healed from

the mistakes and wounds

that i’ve caused you


i still think about you

even if i was the one

who left all those years ago

i’m sorry that i was such

a failure, a mess, a traitor

i’m sorry that i gave up

despite the fact that you

were trying to make it work


i’m sorry that i’m such a

disappointment.

i know you will push away

my words and letters but

please…

please listen just this last

time.

i’m sorry…

and i love you.

i never stopped.

black faded
polaroids

no reason to
talk

but they did
once,
i think

a holiday, a smile
a time spent
togther.

but now
needing
a brain
for survival

or a heart
even
cause memories
don't exist in
space anymore

they just float
away

what I was going to say

but the point is..

cold air
blinking lights
white walls
whispering voices
dark corridor
echoing laughter
shaking hands
trapped mind
empty heart
blind soul
broken eyes

do you even know what's happening to me?

i remember when
you cried at the top of your lungs
saying if you lose me
you'd lose yourself

today i saw you lose yourself
in her eyes

they continue to

leave

and

*bleed

is it too much to ask for a happy ending?

the birds are silent
there's no one to ask.

“please tell me
I’m not as forgettable
as your silence
is making me feel”

people say i'm going crazy about you

am i crazy?

or

am i just intoxicated by you?




or both?

just give me your love

and he stared at me like i was a painting

nothing else seems to work

i want to love you

without looking

back

occupation:**    


                         *family disappointment

you'll get there

​
and here lies my green eyes
rolled back in my head, but they’re alive

when someone makes you the happiest person and the saddest person at the same time, thats when it's real. thats when its worth something

"maybe it's because im not the
type of person someone falls in
love with."

i don't know
what's more tragic

that i keep looking for you
wherever i go

or that you're never there

The garden is beautiful tonight but somehow you are all I think of.  

She sees it in your face.  

"Hey...."  

> I'm okay.
> I can't stop thinking about it.
> You shouldn't have to deal with my ****. Let's just have a good time.

.

I feel like I saw you
But when I open my eyes
There is an empty room

Here I am, again.

it's funny how when u actually do get a deep cut, it's nothing compared to when some actually cuts u deep emotional.

why?

you held my hand
     and i was yours
i tightened my hold
  and you let go of me

louder than
your demons

I don’t want an end, I just want a new beginning