'it's all my fault',

cinderella walked on broken glass
sleeping beauty let a whole life time pass
belle fell in love with a hideous beast
jasmine married a common thief
ariel walked on land for love and life
snow white barely escaped a knife

it was all about blood, sweat, and tears
because love means facing your biggest fears

i promised myself i
wouldn’t let you
complete me

people say that it will make you die quicker but


smoking calms me, soothes me


and we all die anyway.

I CAN HOLD MYSELF TOGETHER
DURING THE DAY, I CAN OCCUPY
MYSELF WITH MINDLESS TASKS OR
SLEEP TO ESCAPE IT ALL. BUT AT
NIGHT IS WHEN I START TO UNRAVEL
AND MY EYES LEAK AND MY INSIDES
SPILL OUT AND POOL INTO MY LAP. I
AM STRUGGLING TO KEEP MY HEAD
ABOVE THE WATER AND IT HAS
ALWAYS BEEN TOO SHALLOW TO
DROWN IN BUT I THINK IT'S FINALLY
DEEP ENOUGH

let's stay
and play
today

i can't stop thinking about you.


what have you done to me?

what is more deadly
a gun or a thought?

a gun gives you the opportunity
but a thought pulls the trigger.

men would appear religious but the faculties of such men were materialised and they lost the spiritual view of existence the impiety and gold deportment were chilling

i hate that i could never hate you

you were right in front of me
but i let you slip away from me

everyone is
so happy

they all shine
so brightly
together

it only makes
the shadows they
cast on me all
the darker

where is my light?

i don't want to
believe that i was
born for the dark

having a good heart ***** you over in our generation

so i heard you found somebody new
but it’s fine cuz Iim happy for you

i miss you
beside me,
stroking my
cheek as i
sing along
to the radio.

i need you,
right here,
to cheer me
on, when i
feel down.

i love you,
and i cant
live without
you here,
beside me.

together is my favorite place to be

there was something in his eyes when i kissed him

listen, it seems like i can’t dismiss him

"my problem was that no one ever
needed me as much as i needed
them."

i was going to say hi to you today.  
but i saw you with a prettier girl.

i decided to look down at my phone,
pretending that i didn't see you there.

at lunch, i saw you sitting with her,
laughing and teasing her, as she laughed
along to your jokes.

i sat down at the other end of the table,
acting as if i didn't see anything and
asked my other friends how their day
was going, they smiled and told me it
was going pretty nicely.  

they asked me how my was going.  
i smiled sadly and told them it was
going great.  
           great.

i saw you talking to her at the end
of school.  i heard from one of my
friends that she sits next to you on
the bus.  

i ignore you and your friend and
make my way out of school and
plug my earphones in, turning up
the music to full volume.  

can you fix the broken?
*can you feel my heart?

I can smell the salt from the sea mingling with the smell of the sunscreen I have on.  I smile to myself.  The perfect day.  The seagulls' screeches mix with the sound of children playing and waves crashing down.  The sun is the perfect temperature.  I can feel it beating down on my feet, though I have an umbrella over the rest of my body.  My towel is soft, and I glance down the beach to where my little brother is building a sandcastle.  I grab a piece of watermelon from the basket, and take a bite.  The sweet taste explodes in my mouth.  Everything seems so perfect, I wish I could take this moment and just keep it forever.

"I want to be with you,
it is as simple,
and as complicated as that."

I would tell you that you were
beautiful but that is such an
understatement because your
beauty is indescribable

i've lost myself
in the sea of faces
and pool of words

i've lost my words
because she stole them
from my mouth.

i've lost you
to her because
i was too late
to get you back

i've lost my heart
in the empty streets
of the road we used
to walk together

i've lost to her,
once again and
i let myself go

​
if i were to fall, would you catch me?

trust me;
           i am having a hard time,
                              too.

am i angry?

            you ask am i angry?

you gave me chances



                                                                                    and i let you down

​
please don’t take this out on me,
‘cause you’re the only thing
that’s keeping me alive

cigarettes and
black leather,
he was bad.

full of hope with
flower crowns,
she was good.

its 3am and
i want to
sleep next
to you.

i want to
come home
to you but
home is
just where
love is safe
and sound.

home is where
i am waiting
for you, waiting
for you to come
back.

i am the kind of person that will sit in the bathroom and cry,


but then walk out like nothing ever happened.

​
you are long gone
but i can still hear
you singing in
the shower
as if you still belong.

​
i keep drowning
i keep going down

she was talking to her friends at the bus stop

he walked up to her and asked her a question,

"do you want to go to a party together?"

she looked at him with an eyebrow raised,

"are you sure you have the right girl?"

he looked back at her and leaned in to her ear,

"pretty sure that you're the one i'm asking."

she tilted her head to the right and said,

"sure, where, when and why?"

he smiled and chuckled,

"anywhere you want, anytime you want, and

because ive loved you since the day you said hi to me."

I saw your face that day,