im not the same but i hope you're proud

listen to what people don't say

what if i feel like this for the rest of my life?

I just hope she's what you want

a girl who wants the best for you is the best for you

she loved him

and

he loved her

what if no one
ever loves me

and i think i'll always have some love
for you stored in the back of my heart

they tried to bury us

but they didn't know

we were seeds

is it normal to hate yourself this much

one minute i’m doing okay.
      and the next i feel like,
    the walls are closing in.
i’m being caved in inside my own head.
    and my heart starts sounding
        like a thousand drums all at once to me.

just sitting around in my anxiety

admire
   more
most people
   don't admire
enough

love
trumps
hate

Call me at 2am and tell me you can’t sleep without me.

They were both just kids looking for a black hole to drown their sorrows,  instead they found each other.

It's sad knowing that I love others more than I love myself; I hate to see others in pain, but when it comes to me, "I'm fine".

H - hopeless
A - annoying
P - pretty depressed
P - probably suicidal
Y - yearning for death

i don't want you to be temporary

"fabricated by your nostalgia and romanticized by your broken heart"

don't think about the past

battery dead

baby, just say yes

i'm sorry i wasn't what you wanted

ill stop wearing black when they invent a darker color

he takes the pain away

im still chasing

shadows in my

head

the
invention
of
love
was
the
invention
of
heartbreak

i'm in control of everything

we were never meant to be happy

-

do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people’s lives?
I’m always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town.

I wonder if I still exist in the minds of people that I don’t speak to anymore.
I wonder how many times a day I pass through someone’s head.

these traits are like me, empty and meaningless

physically here

i've found my heaven

You’re my sun and my world turns around you

everything* i write is all for you.

*please come back

i swear it was not my
choice.

i used to be so kind.

you are the ocean
and i can't find a coast

want
to
****
what's
inside
my

i know we are
no longer in
      paradise
          but, oh god.


-

when i'm
   with you
i can
   remember
        what paradise
felt like

one day there isn't going to be any room to bury anyone anymore

funerals are not for the dead
      but instead are for the living