you don't get to decide who lives or who dies

my sadness is neither beautiful nor poetic

they say
pain and sadness make you creative.
but i feel

empty.

"you're writing lines about me, romantic poetry"

I'M SO TIRED OF THE RAIN
FALLING SOFTLY ON THE
GROUND JUST ENOUGH
TO GET MY FEET WET BUT
NOT ENOUGH TO LET ME
DROWN

i miss feeling feelings if you feel me

it is eerily terrifying that there is no sound when a heart breaks. car accidents end with a bang, falling ends with a thud, even writing makes the scratching sound of pencil against paper. but the sound of a heart breaking is completely silent. almost as though no one, not even the universe itself could create a sound for such devastation. almost as though silence is the only way the universe could pay its respect to the sound of a heart falling apart.

When I’m lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me.

THERE IS SOME KIND OF A SWEET INNOCENCE IN BEING HUMAN; IN NOT HAVING TO BE JUST HAPPY OR JUST SAD; IN THE NATURE OF BEING ABLE TO BE BOTH BROKEN AND WHOLE, AT THE SAME TIME.

it’s hard to wake up
from a nightmare
if you aren’t even
asleep

I would tell you that you were
beautiful but that is such an
understatement because your
beauty is indescribable

IT’S 2:38 AM BUT I NEVER SLEEP
ANYMORE BECAUSE
OVERTIME I CLOSE MY EYES
YOUR PICTURE BURNS IN MY
EYELIDS AND THE THOUGHT
OF YOU SITS IN THE BACK
OF MY BRAIN

my whole life is just “oh ok”

i’m a little different now because of you.

highkey care too much
lowkey tryna hide it from you

a girl who really loves u is gonna sound like ur mom after a while because she only wants the best n what's good for u

please don't go

​
“i just want you here
by my side, is that
too much to ask?”

​
there’s a storm inside
my head and
it’s killing all the flowers

​
“she’s like broken glass.
dangerous with sharp edges;
but beautifully complex”

​
        he is the ocean waves
    and i am the stars
               we hold one another’s gaze each night
         until the morning light comes
     and we break

​
i have never let anybody
try to decipher the code
that my heart beats in
because i am much too
terrified that nobody
will care enough
to crack it

​
and even though you left me
in ruins, i hope you’re happy,
because after all, that’s all i’ve
ever wanted you to be

​
the most self destructive thing
I’ve ever done is make
someone else my happiness

​
we think a flower on a cliff is beautiful
because we stop our feet at the cliff’s edge,
unable to step out into the sky
like that fearless flower

​
stop looking at him
when I’m here next
to you loving you

​
unpainted walls a reminder of how *** can resemble poverty

​
i eat flowers
because you are what you eat
and i want to be beautiful

"i want to be that person you're scared to lose"

thinking of you all along

​
do you talk about me?

do you tell I’m your lover?

that I’m all that you need?

do you tell ‘em white lies?

do you tell ‘em the truth?

​
one day you’ll come into my world and say it all

i miss you

i miss you

i miss you

you are so beautiful

​
i just want it to be you and i forever

​
i wonder how long it’ll be
before you’re done with me.
even i’m tired of myself…

.

don't tell me what to do

you don't own me

​
you tell me that you’re sad and lost your way

​
ill be here by the ocean, just waiting for proof

​
we’d keep all our promises,

be us against the world

he left trails of love bites down my neck

as i curved my back in pleasure

"more"