i cry out in the crack of dawn, breaking as every second passes by. cracking under the stress of living. slipping in and out of reality. insanity slowly taking control of every inch of my body. fear creeping in everywhere i go. anxiety building up inside of me.
people walk past me, not noticing the subtle hellos no one knows the small, fragile girl that sits alone at lunch no one nears the girl who curls up in the corner, avoiding the crowd
so you just felt sorry for me? that's just it isn't it? you never actually thought we were friends. you never thought about how i would feel when i found out about this. you just thought about yourself. you always did.