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Frankie Castro Jul 2017
I write with such a dark persistence
well basically it describes my existence
funny how it is you didn't see what happened to me
so how could it be
have you ever seen a person so evil and twisted
she stood there clenched ****** striking me as she
was molesting me
with a knife in hand
to help make me understand
the consequences of my actions
if I were to describe the details of her abusive conduct
with each tear came a blow
until I wouldn't show
any feelings at all
how that enraged her then came the more creative abuse
nothing remained except a hollow shell of a child
nothing left to hurt
nothing left to beat
nothing left to scare
nothing left in there
but I did my job my loved ones I protected
they were never affected
I made sure that was perfected
so yeah insomnia rides my *** every night sure **** isn't right
but it's alright
Im here still and I care
how the **** can that be
she didn't **** off all of me please but I've been on my knees
asking for forgiveness
for being that weak little boy
that evil *****'s little toy
it's weird I don't feel ***** or any of that disgusting ****
I just feel anger and there's a lot of it
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
If you knew how much time I've spent
in my descent
this steel toe wearing street soldier growing colder
misdirected by my pain
time spent wasted addicted
time spent wasted conflicted
time spent wasted convicted
time spent wasted neglected
time spent wasted rejected
time spent wasted disconnected
all this time spent wasted afllicted finding light within misdirection accepting peace within confliction
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
Our lips caressing
each smile every grin expressing my eyes witnessing your beautiful presence
tastefully seductive our essence consumes every second entwined passion intensified and defined
no inhibitions that confine
at this moment I'm yours and you are mine
each breath exhaled hypnotic
each trace our fingertips become increasingly ******
that feeling so strong leaves me in a daze
be my compass through your sensual maze
i feel the warmth of your sighs
as I move vivaciously between your thighs
the taste of you Devine
my lips wet succulent so fine
I move up across your tummy
**** still taste so yummy
your skin soft and brown
**** right I'll go down
creating that ******* release
my tongue deeper the quivering will increase
I feel hands caress my head
as we soak this bed
ummm so much more
I want to feel your warm breast
against my heart pounding chest wrap my arms tightly around comforting you drowning out everything around
feel your soft caress around me
my mind swirling uncontrollably with every desirable stroke
we can feel our explosion stoke
so strong and smoothe
our exhaustion will soothe
time does not mean a thing
just waiting for what round two will bring
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
I rage
     my cage
my pain
         it's insane
it kills
      no thrills
no hope
         can't cope
little *****
            mental glitch
vision blurry
                 voice slurry
collecting scars
                     counting stars
losing touch
                unstable crutch
can't stand
             don't understand
**** it **** it **** it
but wait
           this hate
isn't me
          I'm free
escaped hell
                   I fell
it's true
        nothing new
many will
           yet still
the fear
          is here
every moment
                 feeling irrelevant
knowing differently
             suffering constantly
the fighting
            less inviting
it's cool it's cool it's cool
I feel
        I heal
I care
        im aware
loving I
beautiful I
loyal I
protective I
   I see inside me
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
In waves it's here
Muffled unclear
Sobbing over there
Wallowing despair
So far away
Hard to survey
All my fault
Not enough in the vault
Torturous unrelenting
Somber visions tormenting
Try I do
Must push through
This barbed cage
Ease his rage
What's next
It's so complex
He is strong
Still feels wrong
My mother in tears
The worst in years
Am I helping
As it's developing
**** what the hell
Break his shell
Bring him back
All I got
Too far to spot
Today he is fine
Tomorrow he might lose his mind
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
This woman you see
Stomping so intrepidly
Casting that smile
That lingers for a while
Speaks so passionately
About her thoughts unequivocally
Carrying a mountain
So cool refreshing a fountain
Controls settings with her presence
With a truly dedicated essence
Yet she can explode like a bomb
Just as quickly be so calm
Show some ruthless behavior
While being a righteous savior
So straightforward it will sting
But she won't embellish a thing
A real one a pleasure knowing her
Crazy **** and cool all there
As my words are trying to flatter
She's down to earth so these lines won't matter
Frankie Castro Jul 2017
Ever felt depressed
Constantly stressed
Anxiety full throttle
Climbing into a bottle
No time to rest
Each day a test
The sacrifices stacking
A release lacking
The good times pass
Work kicking your ***
Consumed by a need
A desire to exceed
At every challenging endeavor
It's admirable however
Everything has a price
Felt nothing would suffice
Materialistic values start fading
As different goals are cascading
Having to be the rock
Constantly racing the clock
No time for games people play
Always cautious of what to say
Worries about others deception
Maintaining a certain perception
Staying true to certain devotions
While suppressing a few emotions
Casting smiles and a crooked grin
To hide the muted feelings within
The loneliness heavy and intense
Yet other feelings make more sense
I've felt this a long time ago
In a desperate act I let everything go
There's just better things in life I seek
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