i don’t ever wanna wake up

you said life is like mountains and valleys,

ups and downs.


you said you want me to be on a mountain and not in the valleys.


“i’m like on the bottom, slowly getting up and falling every now and then.”


god i wish i had stayed in that spot.




it’s been one day.



i’ve fallen off the mountain and i don’t have the energy to get back up

i hate myself so much

they have a purpose now,

the numbers are there for a reason,

i write nonsense everyday for a reason.

oh. i’m sorry.

do you love me?

i don’t think this will work out