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Oct 2013 · 1.5k
Holding
Jay Oct 2013
And there in the dark
I found it amazing
how perfectly
she fit in
my arms.
Oct 2013 · 304
Her Words
Jay Oct 2013
When you whisper
It sends chills up my spine
and I can do nothing but
freeze
for how soft and sweet
your syllables
seem to be
as your words
slip through my
soul
and I can feel
how light your
breath is
when you're
telling me
you care.
Oct 2013 · 417
Colorado
Jay Oct 2013
Here I am, my darling,
a mile in the sky
waiting on these
Rocky Mountains
for the moon to rise
so I can
spend my time
thinking of nothing
but you.
Jay Oct 2013
And the later it gets
The more I find myself
Writing because
I just can't seem to
get her off my mind
and I wonder
what it is she thinks of me
when she inadvertently
captured my heart
from 1000 miles away
Oct 2013 · 275
Waiting for the Storm
Jay Oct 2013
Every time it rains
I'm reminded of you
And the way you
came out of nowhere
to let me know it's alright.
When will it rain again?
Oct 2013 · 339
It's Been Cold
Jay Oct 2013
As the leaves change
So do I
When I step outside
and the brisk wind
runs though my bones
I know that it's time
for change.
All the green leaves
becoming more vibrant as
they make their decent
to the ground
Their colors dazzle
and twinkle
as I become dumbfounded
by their beauty
and find it bittersweet
that they only become more beautiful
at the end of their life.
Only when they are waving goodbye
do I take the time to notice.
Oct 2013 · 491
Bandage
Jay Oct 2013
All I have to do is think of her
and I'm healed instantly.
Jay Oct 2013
I don't want to talk to anybody
but you.

Although, it's hard
because you've made
every word
I pick
useless
in describing
how I
feel.

Only you
could leave me
speechless.
Oct 2013 · 832
Cross My Mind
Jay Oct 2013
I can feel you
lying near me
as you keep me warm
beneath the night sky.

And I no longer
find myself
looking at those stars
because they can't
compare to the beauty
that is now lying beside me.

I hope that this time
it's not a dream.
As I feel you breathing,
staring at me,
trying to figure out my
face,
while I cross my fingers that
it's enough to keep you around.


You sleep.


I try to figure out
what it is you're dreaming
as I trace your figure
in the dark,
night continues
and the frost sets in.

You start to shiver
and I do my best
to draw you closer
in an effort to keep you warm.

You smile
through your slumber
and I fall for
the little lines
it casts across your face.

I sleep.

When I wake up.
You've gone.
It was only a dream.
And I find myself wishing
you had the same one
underneath the same stars.

Either way,
I know that when you woke up,
you got out a bowl
and poured in some cereal
first.
Oct 2013 · 907
Dreams of Stars and Cereal
Jay Oct 2013
She blushed
I blushed back.
And suddenly
I found myself
thinking about things
like if she was looking at
the same stars or if
she pours milk into the bowl
before adding cereal
or if it was
the other way around.
Then I smirked
at these thoughts
for feeling foolish.
But I fell asleep
smiling
because I found myself
Thinking about them again.
Oct 2013 · 289
Stupid words
Jay Oct 2013
I suppose in the end
It was about her
All of my words turn to nothing
and everything now
just turns to dust
every time
I try to speak
All of these words are
meaningless
now
Jay Oct 2013
Oh my god
Do her words
Dance through my brain
Nurture my heart
And caress my soul.
But never has
she meant to do these things
on purpose.
She breaks me everyday.
Oct 2013 · 375
Just Some Bricks
Jay Oct 2013
And I still can't pass by that place
Without remembering
That I fell in love with you
Oct 2013 · 657
My Songbird No Longer
Jay Oct 2013
I wanted her charm all to myself
For I am a jealous man
And how selfish of me
To want to keep her always
And how greedy of me to hide her away
For a bird always
longs to fly.
And when I see her
Free
In the air
Making love to the sky
All I can do
Is curse my feet
for being chained
to the
ground.
Oct 2013 · 380
Feel
Jay Oct 2013
How complex
The heart can be
Taking a lifetime to cultivate
Only seconds to break
Oct 2013 · 378
A Death Much Sweeter
Jay Oct 2013
I hope I die
in the worst way possible
so I don't have to spend
everyday dying
thinking of you
Oct 2013 · 335
Her Gravity
Jay Oct 2013
Her beauty
Was gravity
And I always found myself
Fighting against it
Until one day
I fell
Sep 2013 · 469
Pipe Dreams
Jay Sep 2013
She was a pipe dream
That's all she ever could be
When she told me she loved me
And we both knew she couldn't
Her words drifted away
like smoke
and faded in the morning light
when all of her words
became fake
like a pipe dream
Sep 2013 · 427
To a Random Follower
Jay Sep 2013
I love your words
Dear stranger.
They make me feel connected
to a world infinitely more vast
than I have ever experienced.
I can feel you.
Know you.
To the last bit.
Like I've known you for years
and it makes me happy to know
that your words are articulated
so well
that they can capture my heart
and keep it so humbly.
Your words are beautiful
Your experience is beautiful
You are beautiful.
I love you
because your words let me know
that I am not alone.
I love your words, because they are you.
Sep 2013 · 698
I love you for you
Jay Sep 2013
I am not a writer.
I am not a poet.
I am neither fantastic nor great in anyway.
I am far from perfect.
But, what I am is completely human.
Being human makes for an extremely complex life full of things that many of us don’t understand. Being human does not make you entitled or stunning, it simply makes you human. It is what you do that will define your worth. Sometimes though, a person does not have to impress you to gain your affection. Maybe this is why I find you so remarkable- a complete miracle. Not a sign from the gods or a blessing- but a living, breathing, wonderful phenomenon. I don’t know why I love you, but I do. Maybe it’s something simple in the way you smile, or even the way the light reflects your eyes. Maybe it’s something hidden and rare. Whatever the reason doesn't matter, because right now, all the reason I need to love you is for being human. I simply love you for being that outstanding, one-of-a-kind, incredible you.
Sep 2013 · 455
Home
Jay Sep 2013
When I feel the air hit my skin
And the coolness sets across the horizon
I know I am home.
I can feel myself,
becoming myself,
as I am infinite;
in those shady spaces
a mile above the sea.
Where the wind whispers naughty secrets,
and the rain kisses me gingerly,
like one-thousand lost lovers
telling me it's okay.
Sep 2013 · 346
She Tells Me Things
Jay Sep 2013
Her words
       fit
         perfectly
                 in the
  spaces
         I didn't know
                        existed.
Sep 2013 · 360
You Lied
Jay Sep 2013
I miss her
She broke my heart and I miss her
When she said goodbye
and moved away
She said she'd never forget
we'd never drift apart
If you had anything to say about it
Where are you now?
Where are you when I try and talk to you?
Why did you lie to me?
Why did you say our friendship would never die?
I miss you and it breaks my heart that somebody so close
chose to be so far away
Sep 2013 · 846
Fire Starter
Jay Sep 2013
I fell in love with a wicked woman.
Her eyes smoldered black, and her heart burned twice as hot.
I showed her compassion and she showed me the door.
Her hair an inferno, her words scalded the skin.
A searing touch and  boiling smile, she dragged me down to ashes.
When the wind carried me away, I saw her charred soul,
and I let her burn alone.
Sep 2013 · 346
Why?
Jay Sep 2013
It's not because she's beautiful.
It's not because she's spectacular or a marvel.
It's not her wit or charm.
It's her simple way of being.
I don't need any other reason to love her than the simple fact that I do.
Sep 2013 · 1.0k
Moments
Jay Sep 2013
I was in love with the moment, nothing more than that
It was one of those moments where time seemed to stop as you just melted into it
I fell in love
Hearing her softly across the line as she hummed
Hearing the sounds of rustling as she moved
It was nice to know that in the world: somebody was there
There was nothing more to it
I just laid there in the dark wanting to say so much
Wanting to say how much I was in love
Wanting to say how much I cared and how nice it was
It was fantastic and calm and silent and incredible
It was nothing more than a simple conversation on the phone in the middle of the night about practically nothing
But it was so much more
It filled my soul with something that I didn't know was missing
She was there- a living breathing love, friend, and comfort

I wish I could say things when they mattered
I wish I could articulate exactly the way I felt
All I can say is it was something magic and simple

— The End —