It feels like
A knife
Continuously going back and forth
Through my body
It's slowly killing me
A painful death
Where's my escape ?

- 03/25/19

Take my hand
Come explore the world with me
Let me bring you to the deep thoughts
And the vivid memories
Carefully placed on the timeline
Of me
Just so you can clearly see
Why I am the way that I am
And you can understand
What to do with me
So take my hand
And let's travel
This complex world
This unknown land
And learn together
Because I'm still trying to understand me too.

- 04/21/19

You were the reason
I had begun my sobriety
But sadly
You were the reason
I ended it too.

- 04/22/19

I have not been writing much lately
I guess it's because I've been happy
But I don't want my words to come to a break
Just because my emotions are at an all-time high
I want to write even when I'm feeling great
To spread positivity, we have to understand
That it is never too late.

- 05/11/19

Is it really so bleak
Everything around me
So..grim
I am in dire need of a weapon
I am insupportable to myself
Intolerable to the pain
That runs through my body
This blood gushing out of me
When will I see my afterlife fantasy?

- 08/21/19

People always wonder
How is it that someone can be so perfect
Perfection is a word that is redefined
By different people everyday
So what is the true meaning of perfection?
My definition says it's you

- 06/30/19

"Why did you distance?"
Your absence is my presence
Of reality
Endearment
I want to know you
Love you
How am I supposed to do such
When you act like you don't care?
Your disassociation from my body
Was what caught me
The real reason I distanced

- 12/11/19