Filter your emotions with words
Examine your goals and how far you are willing to go
Control the rage you have inside your heart
And watch how positive you can see the world
How beautiful the Earth truly is
When you hit one bump
Don't fool yourself into striking another
You are okay
And you always will be
As long as you believe in yourself.

- 12/03/19

I don't know what's wrong with me
I am stuck in this storm of thoughts
I am drowning in pain and fear
I can't stand to look at your face
Or hear your voice
It hurts me to look at your picture
Even after six years
You are still on my mind every single day
But why did you have to leave me?

- 12/03/19

My heart aches
Why did you have to come near me?
Showed me affection
Gave me hope
Then turned around and jabbed me
Left me to bleed
I am in so much pain
But you wouldn't care
Because she's right over there
Waiting for you
But before you go on
I want to warn her
Tell her everything you did to me
And I want to tell you
I still love you

- 12/03/19

It is my life
My fate
So why do you try hard
To change the outcome
To try to fight what's coming
Let things be for once.

- 08/17/19

The weekdays are a blur
The ends are when reality hits

For five days I'm numb to my pain
I feel okay
Daylight to night
But right as that sixth day enters
I feel an overwhelming wave
Of sadness and despair
All the joy inside of me during the week is demolished

I lose myself in the darkest times
The nights, the ends, and the dark

Where do I go ?

- 04/21/19

A few years back
I lost myself
I became somebody who wasn't me
I did things I wasn't proud of
I had memories I did not need to think of
But every single day
I get reminded of it

Every single day
I see a headline
Of another girl that had gotten *****
Another victim of overdose
Another suicidal attempt
How do I know
That I'm not next?

- 04/21/19

At the end of the day
You only have yourself
Everybody is so worried about themselves
They forget about others
And those others
Are the ones desperately begging
For help to come their way

And you shun them
So don't mind me if I say
I feel alone
But I won't say a word
Because words might start the battle
But actions are the swords

- 04/20/19