My life is crazy
Life is crazy
Chaotic
The more
You try to
Analyze
The more
Life will show
Just how
Out of
Control
Random
Chaotic
Life can be
Just when
You think
You have
A handle
Life has a way
Of throwing
In a little bit
Of randomness
So you must
Be ready
Embrace the random
Embrace the chaos
When you do
You will start
To see
The crazy order
In all of
The random
Chaos

Worship
Is it about
Honoring god
falling in the spirit
Worship
Is whatever
Brings you closer
Brings you closer
To god
No matter what form
if you are honoring god
It is worship

Hold on
Hope is coming
Hold on
The sun is coming
Waiting to shine its light
Hold on
The world
Isn't as crazy
Or as cruel
as you might think
Hold on
Help is on the way
Don't give up
Even in your trials
Hold on
Life is always
Worth living
If you just hold on

Women sit on the laps of drunken men
Each man has claimed his *****
Only one man sits alone
Nursing a bottle of Jack

His eyes downcast and shadowed
Are filled with fire and doubt
A fire that burns sharp and bitter
Much like the liquor in his mouth

Woodsmoke covers the sweet smells
Of *** and Black and Milds
As all fly higher, they care less and less
The energy becomes primal and wild

Slowly they separate in groups of two
Each pair to find a tent of their own
The clearing empties, the fire dies down
And only one man is left alone

wallowing in myself

the rain stops outside
been at it for days.

I walk
to my bathroom everytime
and everytime
the tarantula creeps or darts from
under the toilet seat

and then his little brother from out
the sink drain; I'm on the crazy train now
appalled, I die back into my room

It's raining again.

Hopping barefoot
                                          from boulder to boulder,
                                                                ­                            exploring this
                                                            ­                                                                 ­ ancient phenomenon



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Rocky expanse
                                         to the horizon
                                                                ­              making love
                                                                ­                                                at boulder field