I don’t want peace
I want chaos
I don’t want stability
I want endless uncertainty
I can’t feel anything else

i'm in unimaginable pain
but i have never been happier

dude like listen
i love you
i grew inside your womb
you created me with your own flesh
the best of our relationship
was before i could even form a thought
and that's kind of sad

there's a time that i remeber
when I used to belive in forever
now my heart feels like December
everytime I think of you

why do we live just to die
why do we cry
when the tears will just dry
why do we lie
when the truth is right by

When is a kidnapping not a kidnapping?
You must think I'm a clown.
The answer is all over your face,
it's when you don't want to be found.

Your life is a mobile circus,
time to cut bait.
If you don't do it soon,
you'll catch a bullet in the breastplate.

Drop off the face of the earth,
now all worries are left behind.
You would do anything
to get out of this deadly grind.