I'm older looking for a healthy relationship if I ever start dating again. I've had my share of crazy and wild girls. There are different type of relationships casual dating, friends with benefits, the person you argue with and rely on make up *** to masked things right.
I'm looking for someone with common interest and I could communicate with most of all able to be myself don't go trying to change me now. I've been open and honest s great quality but its wrong because I guess the girl I dated use to like being lied to
It's easy to have *** with a person the hard part is getting to know a person and being able to understand them. Communication is the key because I don't read minds

A late night walk to clear my mind
Things my not be right but will find my way
Not sure what to say or do but can't stick around
I've been up and down California
I don't know where I belong but I belong somewhere
Somewhere I belong making it on my own again
The fear of failing has faded failure is more common
Moving up is easy but falling hard is tough
Getting back on your feet finding momentum
Fighting to make a difference have privacy
Invite friends over and not worry about anyone saying anything

Made it through th 2nd job interview one more. I hope I get this job after all I went through. I've been good and hope things get better. Sometimes things are not what you imagine but being able to grasp and hold on makes things worth while.
I've been writing and trying to escape this writers block I want to say it but saying it with impact is the best way to go.
Thinking about why things got ******* up but focused on the good and change coming my way plus my bday is a week away the one day that makes me happy the most every yeah. I've been good and deserve better thankful for things coming my way.

I remember ex telling me she wants someone who takes control. It wasn't me at the time but I've learn to pick and choose before I was open and all the wrong ppl came into my life.
As I get older i realized ppl would blame me but that's cool I had to stop that others faults are not mine. I can't please everyone job or no job I found others are not fond of me because I keep it real and fakes can't handle that so they try to ruin my image and slander my character.
Now I don't bother or give ppl reasons to talk if they are running their mouth it's on them.

I cleanse my heart of hate I relieved my mind of stress. Doing my thing life is not a protest live it the way you know and hot it suits you best.
I'm not trying to fake it but do it right do everything to the fullest.
Giving it your all is more than enough
Stay true through tough times
Be pure when the rest are tainted
Rest at night not trying to fight
Be alone others attack in a pack
They betray one another instead of watching their back

My personal life is not that interesting that's why I participate or watch sports. I use to coach I can't always be at my best but I like to help others strive for it. I don't like to argue I like to get things done.
As a trainer I don't care as long as you try it takes repetition to get better and building on top of what your doing.
I've showed ppl how to do so but they have to want to do so. Diets important but it is killer because learning discipline is hard watching what you put in your body!
Cutting back on sweets and ratting more greens makes a difference and could produce rapid results.

Friendship, is a thing for all to enjoy
It‘s a beautiful song full of laughter
But be careful with this supposed toy
Or there won’t be a happily ever after.

Love, is a mirror to hold close
To show you what lies in your own heart,
A picture in time for which to pose
And then that is to be torn apart.

Pain, is a kiss of knives to be felt
An ever-growing, body length scar
And an agony for which to cry and melt
As it drenches all that is good in the black of tar.

But as these three intermingle and you fall,
They fix the others, so it’s not so bad after all.