If I have ever told you
"Ily" or "love ya"
Then you probably mean alot to me
Its one of the hardest things for me to say
Even when its meant casually
Because Ive been rejected so often
That Im kinda terrified to be rejected again

Maybe
Just maybe
If I looked better
Maybe life would be easier?

Id rather love a cactus
It'd hurt less

Purpose
We all have one I suppose
What are you here for?
Love? Madness? Money? Sadness?

Well Im here for the adventure
No, not jumping off cliffs
But to live each day not knowing what will come next
To improve, to upgrade
I feel as though Im also here to help, to heal but also to break and destroy
Because sometimes we are the lesson
To someone elses journey

We all have a purpose
Its just up to you to make it

Sometimes things get tough
People get mean
Things go without meaning
And people get hurt
But I have an addiction
An addiction to oxygen and life
I have an addiction to seeing smiles
And hearing certain voices
I have an addiction to the simple things in life
Yes, its hard
But the day I break my habit
Is the day I die
And my friend,
This addiction is not something that can be broken from rehab
This addiction
Is literally for life

Have you ever seen a diamond?
Its cut and rough
Imperfect
Yet still as beautiful as ever
Just remember that

I can be painted
I can be decorated
I can be destroyed
Or I can be taken down
Piece by piece

You can try to get over me
But you'll never be able to walk through me
You can talk but I wont listen
You can ask but I wont answer

I can look nice
I can look plain
I can look destroyed
I can look like nothing but a pile of bricks

It just depends on how you treat me