You tell me to talk to you
That you can keep a secret
But all you do is lie
You call out my name
But I won't humor your ******* anymore.
I thought I could trust someone who is legally bound to keep my secrets
But I was wrong
Oh, so wrong..
The one time I learn to trust, to open up, to let it all go
You tell my deepest darkest secrets
To the people I tried so hard to keep them from..
I could say you b r o k  e my trust..
But you did much worse than that..
And I'm done.
Oh so Done with you.

He* sits right behind me.
With his back turned away.
From this disgrace of a girl.
That can't help but think of him...
Everyday, every second
Even though he used her
For something *so mindless
Even though he b  r o k  e  her into tiny pieces
Over something so small
She can't change her feelings
For a boy who can't even look at her...

Hiding away
Laying under the clouds
To scared to move, so I don't make a sound.
To scared to get up, and go searching for you
After all, hurting me is all you seem to do...

I still really want to fix you
Glue you back together
Fix you so you can't break, ever again
Hold you in the dark, when you get so scared..
Tell you it's okay, when we both know it won't be
Even though I'm gone
I don't want you to break
Ever again..
After what she did to you
Even if it takes my last dying breath I will
Complete this puzzle.
This puzzle full of broken pieces.
Shattered dreams, and a broken heart, everything that makes, up you.
I don't even know why anymore..
But I just really miss you..

I can't believe I just did that.
I made a stupid ******* decision again.
All my friends were telling me not to..
But I did so anyways.
He'll tell people I know he will, and I'll be forgotten about
I had my chance to be a good girl, to change, but it's all over now..
It doesn't even matter anymore
Because either way I'd be left in the dust
He used me and I let him
I was just another "cute girl"
Just another stupid, good for nothing"cute girl" to him
"This meant nothing"
"We are nothing"
And that's all it will ever be.

Never again* will I let someone inside these walls
These walls that took years to build up
These walls that hold in all that pain
That ******* pain that you caused..
All these bricks, all these tears, all these feelings, all this hurt.
It's all because of you, cause you treat your "friends" like dirt.  
I don't give a **** anymore
Not a single F
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****.
You're a two faced ***** that has a permanent case of dumbstruck
Never again..
Never again
There's to much pain that you caused
Never again..
Never again..
Will I let someone inside these walls..