Nicole Pierson

Nicole Pierson Sep 2013

He's the type of guy
That can't kiss a girl in front of his friends
The type that doesn't even know who I am
The type who just wants to **** around with girls
And **** around with there feelings
Like he did with me.
Make them fall in love, and b r e a k there hearts and just leave them
Leave them to piece themselves back together
He's the type of guy
The type of guy that can't kiss a girl in front of his friends
The type of guy that just can't love the unlovable.
He's that guy.
That guy that could never love me.

Nicole Pierson Aug 2013

Blind eyes

This room is full of blind eyes
As I sit
And listen to these sore excuses for lies.
I cry a couple tears, and cut myself a little deeper every time..
And
When you all see the cuts, you look at me like.. I've, committed some type of crime?
But it doesn't seem to matter to anybody.
Caring seems to be everyone's antibody.
But no matter how blind
Everyone else is always on my mind.
My parents, tell me to **** it up.
The people I trust, leave me.
And the only thing this ****** up world does for me is endlessly deceive me...

Nicole Pierson Aug 2013

Cold winter night

I'll never tell anyone what happened that cold winter night
When your arms were so strong, and I just couldn't put up a fight
When I told you, I loved you...
And you laughed
And I shoved you
And we had our first kiss
And the only thing that mattered was this
But
No one will every\ know
The pain I refuse to show
What happened that cold winter night
When you were the light, and you were just so **** bright
Guiding me out of this tunnel of ecstasy
When I felt your soft skin on mine
I knew something was wrong
But you made me feel fine
Reassured me it was okay
And
You took me away

Nicole Pierson Aug 2013

Razor blades

Seriously
Please just spare me the misery
Talking to you, is like eating r a z o r b l a d e s...

Nicole Pierson Aug 2013

"I hate to bug you"

"I hate to bug you"
Really?
Cause you're "bugging me" with your existence .
So why don't you just stop tormenting me.
Forget the thirty eight dollars I owe you, like you forgot are friend ship.
And turn around and don't look back.
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You bugged me.
You got what you wanted...

Nicole Pierson Aug 2013

Needs to change

You're a real *******
Did you know?
That you don't own me, head to toe..
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect
But you have misbehaved..
And I think it's your attitude that

needs to change
Go ahead and take the worlds problems out on me
You'll never see
That you can't treat your family like this..
Excuse me for not wanting to reminisce
The "I love you's" and the "I'm sorry's" we will always miss
But I realize now more than ever, it was always my fault for making you like this...

Nicole Pierson Jul 2013

It was nothing

You made me insecure and unsure of who I am
You knocked me down like I meant nothing anymore..
I became breathless
Aware
And I stopped everything because making you happy use to be the only thing I cared about doing
Well no, not anymore.
You're nothing
I cried, I died, I even tried..
But it was nothing
You told me how you "really felt"
And walked away, matter of fact.
didn't even look back..
And now I realize
You were never anything
I mean I could lie and tell the whole world "I'm not okay"
But I really am..
Your words are nothing
And your life is a nightmare
And I'll just sit here and watch as everything falls down around you..
And when you reach out your hand
For anyone
Something
Somebody
To help stop the pain
Like I did months ago
No one will be there
To understand
To love you
And tell you "You're amazing"
Because I won't be that person anymore..
I used to crumble at your feet
Because I was scared that I actually loved someone..
But I didn't
Love is weakness
And maybe that's why it was so easy for me to pick up the pieces
I'm happy that you're gone
Because it was only a matter of time before I left you
You're a horrid monster that sooner then later your "boyfriend" wont even pursue
I am the happy person I am today because well I left you