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 Nov 2015 Nico Allentine
Haruhi
When my eyes shine there are tears threatening to fall.
When I smile there is a frown engraving itself onto me.
When I laugh there is a cry creeping into me.
I am a screen
When you look at me there's a crack.
When there's a crack there's a piece falling to the floor.
Crack.
When that piece shatters I'm less a person than I originally was.
When I appear happy there's a deep feeling of hatred within.
Crack.
Don't leave me stranded after the things you have seen,
instead stand by me and help me wash it off my skin.
Crack.
I feel kinda weird... but that's fine. Have a good night everybody. :3
The Marquis de Sade was dead keen on ******
And thought those who weren't deserved a lobotomy;
He ******* all his friends both from the back and the front
So on his gravestone they wrote, "Here lies a right ***** ******* ****".
 Nov 2015 Nico Allentine
Torin
It kills me inside
But you'll never know if I'm unhappy
You'll only ever see me smile
That's the best I can do for you

I guess.......
 Nov 2015 Nico Allentine
Torin
That was a time
When I died
When all the poison in my blood
Finally reached my heart
And it stops

I won't fight a war
I can't win
And the real battle
Was inside of me
It rages on
 Nov 2015 Nico Allentine
Torin
You act surprised
At my memory
That I remember
All the little, insignificant things you say

Well I remember everything
Going all the way back
To when we first met
I remember you loved me

And I'll remember this
Be like a firefly which glows in the dark
And not a cloud which hides the sun
Be like a rainbow after a downpour
And not a season of drought
Be like a cherry on the cake
And not the excess salt in the curry
Be like the anchor of a ship
And not the broken oar of a tattered boat
Be the best you can
And not the worst you could
I've lost all my hair
I've lost all my teeth
I've lost half of my vision
I've lost my family
I've lost my job
I've lost all my friends
Last month i lost the only companion i had-my dear cat 'Mindy'
I'm stuck in a wheelchair now
The big empty house
It's dark rooms..
..they all haunt me now
..the loneliness just eats me up
All the good memories that i had
Have now become distant dreams
My heart hurts
My soul aches
I cry buckets
And yet week after week
Month after month
Year after year
I keep surviving
I keep fighting
'Coz the only thing i haven't lost is my will to keep on living
Even when you hit the lowest point in your life...never think of suicide...keep fighting no matter how difficult it might seem.God has given you life and he alone will decide when to take it.
 Nov 2015 Nico Allentine
g clair
even if there were to be
something like an EMP
nobody could ever stop the rain
nobody could keep the soil  
from bringing forth, by hands which toil
and harvest crops from field and fruited plain.

nobody could stop the day
and nighttime falls here comes what may
no man-made wind could move the weather vane
winds will blow and sun will burn
wood to chop and butter churn
work till dusk, and sleep to keep us sane.

God, HE IS and always was
came to Earth in flesh because
Love is stronger than the ones who ****
Jesus is the only ONE
the promised Savior, God's own Son
made Father's peace with Man
and loves us still.

Was a time, I di'nt believe
that God made Adam
then made Eve
and though it took me years to realize
He wants us all to know His Love
He's here right here now, the Maker of
the universe, but still this great surprise!

A perfect lamb was sacrificed
God's only son, Yeshua Christ
said he would take our sin, and wash us clean
my heart is flesh where once stone
God raised me up so He'd be known
and I can truly trust in the Unseen.

Yes, even though these eyes can't see
or touch the One who made us free
the Spirit, God's own Voice, does not deceive
We who hear, his precious sheep
the shepherd guides, and wills to keep
and even when we fail, He'll never leave.

and even if the floor falls out
and walking dead all roam about
and then we're forced to find a place to stay
and even if no food or water
Hell on Earth and then the slaughter
God would somehow help us through that day.
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