I love him so much,
it kinda scares me,
how addicted I am,
to his sweet touch,
and how much I like it,
when he's close to me.

His love takes me places,
that I have never been before.
he's more addictive than drugs,
I wanna have more and more,
like it's the only thing I need,
his love, I need to feel,
but it feels like greed,
wanting his heart,
body & soul.

Even if your hands were stealing my breath
I'd still love you to death
every kiss is a weakness
every touch is a must
deadly love affair
tainted with lust
cold hearted
with a charming soul
the kind who could make me
lose all sense of self control
a devil who could possess
a lover who could excite
as well as depress

Even with your hands around my neck
I would still love you to death
**until I lose my final breath

You won't tell me who you are
And it's so **** frustrating
I've been in this situation before
So I'm just patiently waiting
For my prayer to be answered
For my mind to be put at ease
I guess I should have figured
But I trusted your words

There was once this girl I liked.
I liked her so much,
it made me lose my breath,
every time we talked.

Yes, she was that incredible..

But, there was a few things I didn't like,
her lack of emotion when it came to feelings,
how she always used to press my buttons,
just to get a reaction,
how she lead me on,
just to break me down.

A true player, she broke hearts for fun,
just to cheer herself up when she felt down in the dumps,
she ******* up quite a few people's hearts.

I remember the first time I spoke to this girl,
she seemed nice at first, until,
her mood became worse.

It came to the point where we used to fight,
and have this certain distance for weeks,
she always said she was 'done',
then weeks later, she'd come back around,
saying she was sorry and that she felt dumb.

This happened on many occasions,
but even at her worst,
she was still the best,
in my blinded eyes.

This behavior went on for years,
and while I was swallowing my tears,
she was showing her smiles.

Cruel was an understatement.
She knew how I felt,
and made fun of,
my feelings.

The girl I loved, played with my heart,
and I was too blind to see,
this wasn't the one for me.
But, I gave her a chance,
hoping she'd change,
wow, I was wrong,
but, I couldn't move on,
at that point in time.

She broke hearts for the thrill of it,
how sick is that?
Too mean.
But I'm done.

Y'know, when we first spoke,
her plan was to make me fall,
her plan was to lead me on,
and then break my heart.

But guess what?
Her plan failed.
She, herself, fell in love.
And couldn't cope with that,
so she ignored me for weeks,
but came back always,
because she missed me that much.

The player failed at her own game.
Instead, she fell in love,
with the one she wanted to break,
and after that, she sorta 'changed' her ways.

Until, six days ago.
The ex who I tried to keep,
as a best friend,
she gave up on me again.

Wondering why I act so surprised...
I knew this would happen,
but at what time?
I never knew.

I guess a part of me wants her in my life,
but as a friend.
Just wish our friendship,
wouldn't always end/re-mend.

Some friends are hard to be around,
feels like the old connection is gone,
like, you're with a stranger in a room,
and all you can do is try your best,
to make that work out.
If you can't,
then I guess,
that friend,
you have to live,
without.

we are lost souls
looking for true bliss
we are wild hearts
seeking real love
we are the poets
who are messed up
looking for people
who can fix us
give us true love
give us true bliss
give us everything
we thought we'd miss out on
give us strength
fix our hearts up
put us together
and please fix us
adore us like
a masterpiece
explore our minds
and soothe our souls
show us what true love is
show us happiness

You could take everything away
But I'd still remain
You could lie, cheat
Drag me down
Until I'm on my knees
But next to you
I'd still be

I don't understand
How I can love such a bad man
Falling in love wasn't a part of my plan
All I wanted was to feel again
But you gave me more
And I fell deeper
Score after score
And then when you left
My tears tasted bitter

Felt like my heart surrendered
To my careless mind
And lovesick brain
I'm going insane

Love is not what I wanted
But it is what I got
And now I'm crying
As I can't forget it

I can't forget you
Or the feelings I had
No matter what I do
My heart will always
Stay in love with you

Feels like I'm handcuffed
With the handcuffs of love
I feel so helpless
You're a weakness

tried to see her
as she saw me
but I couldn't feel
the chemistry
there was a lack
of intimacy

never thought of you
as more than a friend
sorry to disappoint you
but I had to step back
in the very end

back together with the guy I left
after realizing my mistake
this girl and I
weren't what I thought

friends with her, I'll gladly be
but I can't forget that one lie
that she had told me

it was only one
but a big one indeed
I thought she was someone else
but that was just a lie

I can be your punching bag
Or a shoulder to cry on
All those tears you cried
I can be your perfect girl
Or the mess you seem to be
If we take a step forward
We can rule this world
Whatever it takes
You know I'll be
Adjusting me
To be the puzzle piece
That you so desperately need
I would be anything for you
The best there is
Or the worst mess
Together we are a team
As long as you're with me
Then I'll be here for you
No matter what we
Seem to go through
I can't give up on you
You push me away
Constantly
We used to be
Bestest friends
But now it feels
Like it's all come to an end
You're mean on purpose
It's the main reason I relapsed
I fell apart last night
I talked to you
While I was crying
You kept bragging
About your best friends
And my heart was breaking
Then you told me
That I was ****
And it's hard to believe
That you once loved me
You saved my life
But ultimately broke me
This cuts into me like a knife
We used to speak for hours
But now we speak a few times
Every other week
And I cannot sleep
Because of you
I see you in my dreams
It's the opposite of everything
Can't pretend I'm coping
I miss you so bad
Why did you have to act out
I lost so much, I lost
My best friend
You let it all
Burst into flames
And now we are the dust
On the concrete pavement