The sky is as blue as your eyes
Just look at how the sun shines
Every time you walk outside

Hours feel like minutes
Whenever you pass by
Excuse me sir
but, you caught my eye

So many feelings and emotions
Inside this heart of mine
Almost like a sweet poison
Eating away at my fragile mind
Numbing my soul and brain
Making me feel like
I made the worst mistakes
Of my entire life
Why must I be human?
And suffer such painful consequence
I know I deserved it but
None of this makes any sense
But it sure is weighing heavy
On my tainted conscience
Please help, I've lost myself
Not sure who I want
To activate my heart
Not sure what I should feel
Whether any of this
Is even real
Whether it's fake
Or not?
I guess I'll never know
Tears in my eyes
I feel I've done wrong
I can't help but cry
When I think of
What I have said
What I have done
I feel like a criminal
Blood on my hands
I feel like I'm paying the price
For all my sins

You cut through my feelings
like scissors cut through paper
and with every false promise
I feel my blood getting thinner
as my heart grows weaker
can't you see through my smile?
the anguish in my sunken eyes
or the way I lose control of
my inner thoughts
as soon as you go

my heart can beat without you
but it can't feel love
it can only feel pain
because you left it broken
as you can clearly see
I am Human**.

sensitive to the slightest touch
everything you give me
sends me to the heavens
and all of the above
you consume my time
you consume my brain
you consume my thoughts
the brewing passion
in my thin veins
never seem to fade
you push my buttons
you drive me insane
still I hear myself
repeating your name
when your body
is pressed against mine
your love is beyond
what I can imagine
maybe this is
my own kind
of heaven

This pain is so severe
it's affecting every nerve
in this back of mine, oh dear
I feel like I'm close to tears
this is hurting me
more than you'd think
behind my forced smile
is a mouth dying to scream
and behind my happy eyes
are eyes who are eager to cry.

I kissed you
In the rain
As our love
Became
True

Baby
I'm in love
With you

You're the fire
Heating up my heart
Kiss me until
I'm love drunk

Sugar and spice
Isn't needed
To describe
How much
I love
Your face
And your eyes
And the passion
From all the loving
Embraces and more
This is the cure
For all sadness
For sure

Let's party.

When I think of love
I think of your smile
When I think of bliss
I think of your arms
When I think of happiness
I think of you and I
to me, you're my love
the angel sent from above
who saved my life
just by being in mine
completing my heart
I found the last puzzle piece
it's you, baby
it's you

My soul ignites when I see your face
my heart races when you speak
I feel like all the puzzle pieces are in place
all I need is your affection
**all I need is your heart

I can hardly stand it
Can barely take it
Still, I take a breath
Hoping that'll fix this
But it won't
Nothing will
I stand here
Trying my best
To not make a big deal
Out of it all
But it's hard, you know
Letting **** spread online
Hearing lie after lie after lie
This, that, seriously stop
Or I'll make your heart rate






D
R
O
P

beauty is in her face and eyes
almost sensitive to the touch
loving her is a must
you can't help but love

she makes every day
seem like a breeze
she makes me feel okay
when I'm stuck in a daze
makes me wanna smile
and hold her tight
for the rest of my life

people say it's a crazy thing
seeing someone as your everything
but it's just a thing called love
a blessing in disguise
heaven on earth
bliss from above
she's my angel
for when life gets rough
she makes it all worth
the falls down
she picks me up
from the ground

His sarcasm is on point
Funny as ever
What a smile
Makes me feel
Above the weather

Go ahead, leave me behind
watch as my heart breaks
and my soul loses it's light
as you destroy me
and my mind

poison my heart with lies
feed my brain empty promises
and remember my face
as you watch me die inside
with tears filling my eyes
and a smile covering up the pain

leave me behind, but remember
I'll always cherish your love
as it was raw and tender*
even though you left me broke
feels like someone put my heart in a blender*
and left me with a glass of pain
which tasted bitter

Seal the deal
With a kiss
So I know
That I am
Yours

Undress my soul
So I know
This love
Is real

Strip me of my fears
Love me underneath
The cold covers
Kiss me hard
Bite my lip
Look in my eyes
Hold me all night

Not here to impress.
I am here to write.
so if you appreciate,
and relate to what I post,
then thank you so much,
my heart beats for this,
your words of support keep me safe,
safe from myself and harm's way.

I said;
Take me out.
Don't let me leave,
Your mighty sight,
Tonight.

You are the spirit,
That lights up the town,
You make me smile,
When I feel down.

You are the king,
Let me be your queen,
Together we can,
Hold on to love.

Can't shake this feeling off,
it's making me fall apart,
your love's gotta hold on me,
I don't know why, but I'm sad.

I gave you all I had,
but it was never enough,
you left and I had to bear,
all the pain and these tears.

now I'm crying, hurting,
don't know why I'm caring,
but you affected me,
I never wanted you to leave.

I want to be able, to hate you,
like everybody else I know,
but my heart has it's ways,
of making me come back for more,
even though you left it dying on the floor,
it's driving me so mad that I could cry.

I want to hate you, hurt you,
make you feel like I do,
but we all know very well,
that I could never break your heart,
even though you surely broke mine,
as well as breaking me in the process.

you ****** up my heart,
and I can't honestly take it,
you're just like a snake,
that bites and poisoned the victim,
how a person could hurt a girl so bad,
that is something I wish I knew,
because I sure as hell couldn't hurt you,
even though I wanted to,
when you went out and left me,
I wanted to stab and leave a mark on the heart,
who broke my heart and took it's shine,
drained it out and took it's pride,
now I'm empty inside,
as I see you,
with a smile,
upon your face.

I think you're amazing
I think you're kind
I think you're caring
You're always on my mind

Your name makes me smile
When it shows up on my phone
It makes me appreciate
Every moment of life

Sister ruins a lot
I'm not always to blame
She truly is a mess
So am I
But not as bad
As she is

You left my heart for dead, stuck the voices in my head. Wired me to believe, that love wasn't for me to keep. You kept me playing the wicked game, until I couldn't take the pain. I was broken, bruised, over you, I didn't know what to do. I was lied to, pleased, quite used to the hatred in sight, the one I thought was love. Memories held me up, kept me from drowning. The love was tough, broke me up, it was overpowering. People say, pay your dues, give a little part of you. Hopefully it will be enough, to sustain a practical love, the one you've been dreaming of. Maybe it will make sense, all the times he broke your heart, shaded your existence. All the times he kissed your lips, the kisses that left you smitten, that left you addicted. All the times he held you tight, and made you feel alright. All the times you fell for the same lies as before. All the times he walked out of that door, left you wanting more.

Do you wanna hold hands?
'Cause I've got no plans
Do you wanna share that blunt?
'Cause I've got none, nothin'
Let's take a walk
Down that road
In the cold dark
Where it's cold
So I got a reason
To pull you in
Don't resist
We both need it
Our love is still there
Just need to remind ourselves
That what we had is precious, my dear
And that no one else can make an ''us''

heal, release, set free
never hold a flame
unless you want
it to burn
your hand
keep it close
but far away
in your heart
it will always remain

I wonder if I deserve him.
I wonder if my love,
Is good enough for him.
If my heart is pure,
And perfect enough,
For the one I love.

He's almost too good.
He's almost too fine.
He's so perfect,
Praying that,
He'll always be mine.

People say, love never lasts..
Seems like it's maybe a fact,
But I like this boy so much,
I want our love safe under wraps,
So nobody can interfere,
So that no one can touch,
What is ours.

I'm addicted to him,
and he says he's addicted to me,
But who knows..
What will be,
Will be.

He's the man of my dreams though,
I wanna hug him and kiss him forever more.
I never knew he'd mean this much to me,
But as I said and mentioned before,
What will be,
Will be.

a beautiful flame
burning bright
and then one day
it's gone
nothing
left
but

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          S
        H      
      E
        S


&

   D
     U
        S
          T


I was okay
for a while
until
my
smile
faded
into
something
I can't describe

a face with no expression
a heart with no emotion
a body with no oxygen
collapsing
falling
dying
with
no
time
to
save
my life

needing a release
before I
relapse

I don't know what to express
feels like I've given up
on my life

no amount of love
could change my thoughts
I'd blank it all out
as I'd fall into what I once
swore I'd never let in again
the other part of me
that I had to leave
I sense my old feelings
making a bitter return

I never wanted to fall for it
I tried so hard to make an effort
to stay and keep myself on track
but every human
has their weak points
something that brings them back
to their deadly old thoughts

People* say
Don't clog up your brain
with too much information

I check my phone,
all the time,
hoping for a text,
from the one who left,
the one who owns my heart,
but as usual, nothing from you,
like, girl, I ******* love you so strongly,
I know I was a fool but I want you near me,
I can't sleep or eat when we're apart,
I fall asleep in the dark, tears making my eyes hurt,
I stay up every night, waiting for a text,
an 'I miss you' text  that I'll never get.

That legacy of hers will never fade
Even though she's far away
Up in those clouds
Those clouds of white
She's the most beautiful star
In this entire, darling sky

Her face, I haven't seen in years
The girl who left a hole in our hearts
Sidonie was a blessing to know
My love continues to grow
The poet with a mind of gold
Her poems brought out the best
In people, young and old

I miss her constantly
And I lost myself
A thousand times
She truly was
The shining light
But when she died
I seemed to fall apart
Got lost in my sadness
And fell in love with the dark
I miss my favorite poet so much.

Even though you lied to keep me
I still love you dearly
Should have moved on
Just have let go
But who am I kidding?
I love you so
No jokin'
I can't escape it
The past
Brings me
Back
To
**Us

Sometimes I wish
He'd propose
With a boxed
Diamond
Ring

I do think you're the best
my heart you stole
not like the rest
a flawed love
with a
simple
touch

Tasted the lips of death, but I haven't met you yet, but I can feel your heavy grip as I struggle to breathe at night, the way you touched and tried too hard, how I fell for the pain of art, the way you kissed me into a grave, and how you made me scream your name, as the smoke of lust, it completely filled my lungs, took me down and let me drown, love is a dangerous game to play, yet it keeps you on your toes, ready for a hit, another cigarette to blow, amazed at how it keeps you wanting more tomorrow, you know, it keeps you calm and chilled, almost ice cold, but it's real, the tense, hot air that cools and twists and turns, trying to conceal the passion and overall devotion, the love which is addicting and truly sickening, it keeps you thinking, and loving.