Sometimes I wish
He'd propose
With a boxed
Diamond
Ring

I don't write to impress
or to be a part of
a writing cult
I write to express
hoping that
people can relate
nothing more
nothing less
so think of that
before you comment
on my personal poems

Red on my shirt
White are my jeans
The sky is blue
And I am free
Like the
American Dream

you were meant to be the armor
instead you're the one
pulling the trigger

how unfortunate
that you turned out like that
such a waste of a life
all the words I guess
you didn't mean any of it
I didn't expect anything less
all you ever did
was talk *******

au revoir though
I'll be gone
before
you have a chance
to feel any sorrow

your words are pointless
they have no value
they lost all that
because of you

The day you died haunts me still
but you will be forever young
forever on my mind
I will always miss your smile
the way your presence could light up a room
kind of like the sun as it rises in the morning
and as the moon glows when the day progresses
into the starry sky at midnight exact

I will never forget the impact you made
just by being my dearest friend
one day, I'll see you again
at the bright gates of Heaven
I will then see your face once more
and the girl who I once lost
but now can see again

One day that will happen,
One day, my friend.

Dear angel, I love you.
My heartbeat feels so dull,
without you here bringing it back to life.

Sticking by you
Is something
I will do

Struck up a conversation
Fell into a live situation
Complicated equation

Love can heal you
Love can damage you
Even the best
Can hurt the most
Not always
Just sometimes

Alone, she walked the road of despair
Looking for the man of her dreams
But he was nowhere to be found.

Her heart broke into a thousand pieces
Looking for the one who completed hers
She tried so desperately to hold on
To what she believed to be true
Knowing all too well that she
Would lose herself
Trying to find
Him.

Her eyes would be filled to the brink
With tears that flowed like a river
It felt like an anchor
Was making her sink
Into the waters
Of a lost forever.

Early morning tea
Sets my soul free
Calms me down
Takes pain away
When by
Myself

Nothing hurts
Nothing aches
In the morning
And I am coping

I need a dose of love
No cheap ****
I need the real stuff
Got expensive taste
Hoping you can pay
For a heart like mine
I'm worth too much
I need a true kind
Of fuel to keep me alive
I don't trust tainted words
I only believe in real hearts
No, keep your hands off
I am not a cheap ticket
I don't strut my stuff
For a lover until I feel like it
If I feel like you appreciate
Me as well as my heart

It's the sensation
Of someone
Tracing
Love hearts
On your skin
The ecstasy
When you're
In the heaven
Of which is
Pure passion
The kind of feeling
Like no other
That gives healing
Makes you crave
That bliss
Forever

Happy Valentine's Day!

You've seen my face
but not my scars

You've seen my smile
but not my tear filled eyes

You've seen my best
but you haven't witnessed my worst

So, don't you dare judge me
by what your eyes see

Look inside my heart
that's where it is
beat after beat
coping with
the judgement
but hey
I'm still breathing

keep talking
as I am losing
losing this sanity
you destroy me
emotionally

sticks and stones
break my bones
but your words
cut me in pieces
they bleed me dry
I'm near the sky
on edge of death
are you done yet?

chapter one
we began
chapter two
I lost you, man
chapter three
pled for mercy
chapter four
on the floor
chapter five
I wasn't alive
yet, you smiled
chapter six
you saw death
chapter seven
dragged you from heaven
right down to hell
****** the life
out of your heart
then planned
your funeral
wore a veil
I didn't cry
I smiled
like you did
when I died

There are so many people I dislike
They leave a mark on your life
They promise to be by your side
Then they stab your back
With the sharpest knife

Don't comfort me with a lie
Tell me the truth
And don't hide
Don't hide your true colors
Because when I find out
You'll regret it

Sober thoughts spill out
Every time I drink
Endless silence
When I smoke
Deep moments
of thought
And of us

Your words affect me
More than they should
You're so heavenly
Couldn't give you up
Even if my heart tried

You ignite the happiness in me
You make me feel worthy
You have such a hold
I honestly hope you know

I could stare into your eyes for a thousand years

expressing emotion
is not a crime
nor a sin

there comes a time when I miss your voice
there comes a day where I miss your touch
there comes a night where I miss your love
there comes a moment when I miss you
through all the time in the world
like a heart that needs
its other piece to fit
just right into yours
above all

heaven
pure heaven

I believe I love you
You thrill me
You know you do
I believe you're the key
To my heart & I
My thoughts are up
In the clouds
In the sky

Heart malfunctions
When I think
Of the times
We made this
Connection

I thought I was insane
This shouldn't be happening
You somehow affected my brain
It left me constantly
Losing my sanity
I shouldn't
Miss you
But I do

Songs are like memories
They show up now and then
Makes me miss all those times
We shared until the end

Money means nothing anymore
All it does is ******* up
It gives you power
Maybe that
But mostly
Damages your life

Hate.

You.

Money* is nothing
compared to *your everything
Your love is my *fortune

Kinda stuck on what to write
or what words to use
to write this
writer's block
or maybe not

I guess when I'm happy
there's not as much creative flow
within me and my body
not as much as when
I'm breaking down
in tears and
trying to heal
my soul

Not much else I can say
or write about
except
happiness
and love

You're the one I want, nobody else is good enough