my head is messing with my head aaaaaaaaaaaaaahelpppp

i'm in love, but not in "love"

Good times on a bad day.

l0st my 1nsp1r4t10n t0 wr1t3.

i'm so close, so close; that i can't even get close to you.

There's always a "motivation" in my mind to accomplish my laziness.

Saw her crossing the road she's beautifully Bold;
Glamour like gold, a Majestic scenes Unfold
With Feelings that's Untold.

i want to express this feelings that i can't express.

I've been expecting too much;

expecting too much on people,

who doesn't expect anything from me.

Even I ain't expecting anything from myself.

I'm  drunk
and I love you.

why push a person away?
when that person was there,
when you're at your lowest.
and beg someone to stay,
when they're the reason why you're in pain?
then tell yourself you're all alone,
when that person was there all along.

I forgive you, even you hadn't asked for it yet. even if you never....

                                                                                                - #ff0000