i had a good one right on top ,
i was gonna print and send to shop,
i was going up in the world in my head,
from rags to riches,boy you heard what i said,
someone suddenly calls out ,
and theres a mind jolting quake.................................................

i open my eyes to find ive lost my disguise,
so now i will hide my eyes.

hello mother weeping away,
soaked sorrowly in your tears.
its time to go to your show that youll put on today,
it does not matter what you want like any other day,
its what you get you little **** and its payday.  
dont worry i promise to not let you fall, after today no one will hear you ball.

why is it i can see whats wrong with everyone and everything ,
i can see your secrets loud enough for everyone to hear,
i can see your lies told new and old from there to here,
i can see your sadness you created from all your guilt,
i can see your problems loud and clear they are well built.
i can always see, whats wrong with you , but what about me?
why in the world could eyes like this be so grand?
i always end up tasting some young ladies hand.
its so easy to get caught up in all the wrongs from a man,
trust me ladies we arnt worth a ****.

as i sit here wondering what could be wrote
on dayz like trees sometimes i need a ****
of the chronic and ill tell you no ****,
but ill go bezerk if the ***** didnt save me a hit.

cause thats just ****** and i wont lie,
scandelous hos and scandelous jive.
now time to move on to my main event
had to cop a new bag last one was spent.
ppl always  ask cause they wanna know,
why i only smoke **** and **** the blo?
thats easy to answer yes indeed, cause i wrote all this **** high on ****,
you could get cracked out or even take a trip,
your flies off a bridge and does a flip.
not me , i was smart enough to get high at home you see .
i cant remember where this is going, could someone tell me? lol enjoy.

everywhere i go , some of the ppl i see,
are so full of ****  its killing me.
why the fake show is it to amuse you?
cause if i let go , theres no telling what ill do.
you play your ******* with a hand up your ***
just like a puppet fist ****** with class.
so go ahead and put on your show,
but ive never been into your drama **.

when words no longer dictate,
far beyond the moon,
shes lost her sway.
through the valley,
where hot winds shall not blow,
i sit alone in my prison,
one single soul.

ive decided never again to be free,
cause none of you seem to ever see,
the monster ive created..............me.

even though this will never get out,
ill die here alone and cold without a doubt.

this was always my choice you see,
as i tried to hide the monster in me.
but now alas the truth is visible ,
tis the monster in me that makes me miserable.

no where to run cant even hide,
from the ******* he stirs in my mind
some would say i were dr jekal and mr hide
but i feel more like kovrkian you know dr suicide?

slowly killing myself for anyone to view,
if you read this then my friend you watched it too.

i like them big,
i like them small.
i have to say,
i like them all.