running deeper than any sea
colder than any ice there be
can you see all the disgusted stares at me?
disfigured face for all to see.
never again to see a glimps of girls smile,
no one will notice if im locked away awhile.
altho truly ive committed only one crime,
i allowed you all to see my face............just.................one..............more....tim­e.

i ve been kicked like a can from here to japan,
whats going on out there man?
you wont let me see the bright lights of summer
are you really gonna keep me locked in this cage forever?
sooner or later your will i will possess and your worthless life forever.
this is the last time i play your game skitzo,
for i know much that you do not know,
like after i have taken your soul
its to late to argue with myself  again about killing you my friend
inside my head.

how much must my eyes endure?
darkness stares lights and lures,
out from the still void comes one ray of hope,
its 4:20am and i sit here smoking dope.
i may get to sleep this off in some distant time,
probly at the county jail where ill be doing time.
no stems or seeds or any grass to smoke,
funny how a weedless cycle began with one ****.

here i sit,
im at loss,
hiding in the *******,
cause im the boss.
the irs is coming and want thier money,
but i bought hookers and *****,
isnt that funny?

as i type this keep in mind its **** near impossible for me to remain kind.
you nag and ***** plus whine all day surly trying to make me insane.
go do this go die on that why in the hell is there not anything i can find?
your just lucky ive said i do and theres nothing to do but stand in front of this train.
splat.
P.S. im alive and well in baja mexico shhhhhhh!

MY NADS MY NADS MY GLORIOUS ******, FOR SOME TO VIEW , AND OTHERS TO TOUCH, YOU SEE & TOUCH , FOR NOT THAT MUCH xD!