Natalka

Natalka Nov 2013

Perhaps the reason I hate myself so much,

                                                                 is not because I am a horrible person..

                        but because I have given my love to everyone else

                                                                                                                     and left none for myself..

Natalka Nov 2013

Mirror

You can only keep a cracked mirror so long
until you grow tired or it's imperfections.

I guess you could say the same thing about me

Natalka Nov 2013

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How do you fix yourself..
when you don't even know what's wrong with you?

Natalka Nov 2013

Autumn

Why is death only beauitful during autumn.

Natalka Nov 2013

Wrists

Wrists are for bracelets
                                             not cutting.
so tell me why,
                               I have scars on my arm,
                                                                         and bracelets on my desk

Natalka Nov 2013

My Room

I need to repaint my room
turn the walls to ash
I am no longer that girl
who loved yellow
and smiled at flowers

I want a dark room
to reflect to I am
to uninvite every feeling of happiness
that ever walked through that door

I want to escape
into my black hole
and destroy myself
in my own home

Let me tear the flowers off
and the bright pink boarder
I know it was a lot of work
but I will never be her

I will never be the girl
who smiled all the time
that girl was ***** and murdered
a long time ago

Now I ask again
Can I repaint my room
Turn the walls to ash
and make it my own home

Natalka Oct 2013

Butterflies

Butterflies can't see their wings.
They can't see how truly beautiful they are,
but everyone else can.

People are like that as well.