Honey doll
So much to say
Time running by
Day by day
I can't say I miss
How we used to talk
Oh, you don't understand?
I'll talk you for a walk.

You lied,
You're a *****,
No apology?
What a witch.
You're boring, obnoxious,
I won't forget rude.
Your jokes are insulting,
And to say the least crude.
Conversation grows dull,
It's always the same,
Your life's "oh so horrid"!
But you're the one to blame.
You hurt me so badly,
And you knew it, too.
Yet you don't get the picture.
I'm trying to get away..
FROM YOU.

Have you ever had a moment,
When you can't do anything but cry?

Have you ever had that moment,
When you really wish you'd die?

Have you ever had a boyfriend,
Who had *** with your "best friend"?

Have you ever had that though,
When you wish your life would end?

You used to wonder,
You consistently asked
About my depression
And what I keep masked.

You drove me back
To my harmful ways
Needing to hide my wrists
I was in a daze.

I couldn't speak
I wanted to die
When I saw you with her
I could only curl up and cry.

I finally told you
What was going on in my head
I've been hurt and broken
I was used and mislead.

You promised me
That you'd do me no wrong
You'd keep me so close
I'd be yours for so long.

But still.
Everything.
You.
Do.

Is with her.
...

What have I done wrong?

You are
SMOTHERING me.

****.

that guy over there?
the one with the long, blonde hair?
he's a special one.

he's stuck with me,
through the hard times or not.
but trust me, there's been a lot.

he's put up with all of my ****
when most people would've had a fit.
he stays right by my side.

that guy over there?
the one that really, really cares?
he's mine.

gettin' bored
same old game
nothin' new
pretty plain.

thoughts come
thoughts go
i used to wonder
but now i know.

it's gettin' boring
it's gettin' old
it might be time
for me to go.

I am so absolutely sick of
Every last one
Of your little tricks.

I am so absolutely done
With every word you say.
Your lies only make me want to run.

I am so absolutely through
With any friendship I've ever had with
You.