Your kindness knew no limits  
Your gentle touch so loving that never got sharp
I was held secure and tight all night
With our close bodies connected
But no slumber fell upon us
just a warmth of protection
Bypassing the sorrow and sadness that existed before you
Now only comfort stood
Most naturally the want soon grew to need
And then need almost met
Until life showed itself again
And in crept the sorrow and the gush of pain
I'm back to me without no you
Just a sweet bitter memory remains
Remember I shall till that fades too

I am but a man
I posses none
And none posses me
My spirit I give freely
And experience more freedom
The gift of giving soon becomes the retuned gift

This land is made for living
The dirt, the animals, the aliens herein
The silver moon shines for one and all
And the sun beams with great cause
Birth, growth and sleep, all must experience the journey
This land is made for living

Wishing that your hear the birds
That you see the sun
But mostly that you hearts at ease
With your soul feeling nothing but elated

So I lie here thinking of that better place
The one where u and I felt the warm embrace
The almost intimate moment that we'd succumb too
But it was not meant to be for logic, fear and sense took its cue

The dark does not see light
It doesn't exist
The light sees the dark
For that's how the light appreciates itself

I hate the way he makes me feel
On edge I behave like I'm made from steel

Teasing me, he thinks it's a joke
Talking to him makes me need a smoke!

Am I too touchy when he jokes?
I feel like I've got a child that coaxs 

I'm barely living this life of mine
I wish I could have just declined

It's a struggle everyday
Everything in everyway

When will it end? 
When will it start?
These are words I utter in the dark